single digit to double digits now... awesome eih... signifies we are all mature people now... do you realise it has been a decade since the new millenium?? do you guys and girls even realise that we are living in the year that begins with a 2?? but who cares now right?? do you all still remember how proud we were or how big the celebrations were when we were welcoming the year 2000?? everything sold, gifts and whatnots, reads 2000... but ask anybody on the streets now and see whether they care... lolz...

wow... it has been a year already... honestly it seems only yesterday i was typing out my New Year's resolutions... this year, 2009, has been much of a change to me... i am not copying you Za... lolz... but its true... change has fallen upon me... starting with the decision to leave Penang, my home, to further my studies in KL... it was different... it was insightful... it was eye opening... for the first time in my life, i had to look out for myself... staying alone without family... dealing with things i dont usually deal with... bills and whatnots... getting thrown to a place i have no familiarization with... isolated...

thrown into a uni where i know NO one at all... it was scary and horrifying... i can swear i was afraid... afraid i would be outcasted... not being able to fit in... but thank God that wasnt the case... the first sem was quite lonely for me... first few weeks of uni was terrifying... there were 250 students in a lecture theater... i would be the one sitting in the corner... emo-ing if i may say... lolz... then i got to know a few people which have now become my close friends in uni... you know who you are... lolz... second sem was more fun for me... it was more playing and futsal... and yumcha sessions... more laughter... more snarls... moer insanity... you get the picture... and it finally felt heartwarming... heck, i even miss my uni and my friends now... and i actually miss KL... lolz...

besides that, i had to see all my friends leave overseas or outstation for their studies... it wasnt nice to say goodbye... some flew to Aussie, some UK... but i HAVE kept in touch with most of them... of course it is different than talking to them face to face... but we would have to make the best of the internet...

through these changes, i found myself to be more responsible with myself... i know more, i discovered more... and i took note that i complain less when being asked to do something... also, i have learnt that some friends are keepers and some are just not... its sad to see how ones' friends turn out to be different from when they make their first impressions... some just wants to take advantage... well, honestly, i dont care... God is always watching my friends... and people who are good will be blessed...

2009 has its good and bad moments... which year isnt like that??? who in the world has a perfect year?? lolz... but to me, 2009 was a year where much experience is gained... i hope 2010 would also be the same... so i bid you all a very Happy New Year,,, take care... until i see you all... cheers...

ahhh... my mom heard this word on the radio saying that its the latest word they are going to add in the Oxford Dictionary... i find it is worth to post up this word because most teens and working age group would do this... and so, for all of you to be aware of it, i am giving you all a head start to use this word before anyone starts... the word?? Intexticating... this is how it is pronounced in-text-ti-k-ting... at first, i was like, what the heck kinda word is it... sounds like students like us are in-text referencing some stuff... lolz... the REAL meaning to the word is texting while driving... i can honestly say, i intexticate a LOT!!!! lolz... what about you??

i have not much to do nowadays... all i do is eat, watch tv and drama, laptop and sleep... basically my daily ritual... lazy i know... fat i might be I KNOW... dont remind me... well, i was just playing freecell... on the verge to shut down everything and go to bed... until something popped into my mind again... i know this blog is about to be a "random factual thoughts of yours truly" soon enough... but i don care... its a blog... lolz... i wanna say what i think... and i REALLY hope these things makes me realise something when i read back on my older posts and also help my friends realise things they dont realise... hopefully..

back to freecell... freecell is a game where you would have to think before making the next move... if you make the wrong move, you would either be stuck or lose... its something like a business... if you just lose, at least you can start a new game and play again... problem is, if you are stuck, and you cant find whats wrong, you will be annoyed... thats why i said that my biggest regret to change a laptop was because of my freecell stats... few thousand games played... no shit... problem with this game is, you might think of your next move and visualise where your cards will go etc... what if you are not sure??? what if you are on the fence?? 50-50?? are you still going to go on?? give up?? or try??

many people who give talks and whatnots will always ask us to plan... even when we were students, we are advised to plan... theoratically, planning is good.. it gives us the knowledge of knowing what to expect and what to do... but in practical, as everyone knows, planning does not always work... situation changes all the time... even for a business, it changes economically and technologically... planning is not easy... people can change their minds in an instant... dont believe me?? ask the people who planned for the Genting trip for us SAM students last year... lolz... we would know wont we?? one minute i am in, next minute no more... so, planning is not THAT effective... occasionally, we have to just go with the flow... see what happens THEN decide... its like outings with friends... we discussed we wanna watch movie A, then we meet a friend and asks him/her to join us... but he already watched it... what do we do??? change to movie B where everyone is happy...

what i am trying to say is, plans dont always work out the way they are meant to be... i know my marketing sucks but i know that all marketing plans will change when they are applied... yes, it is important to see which move you are going to take... you have to be cautious... i dont blame you but you have to take the first step no matter what... delve into it before you plan any further...

ahhh... feels so good to get it off my chest... lolz... well... i shall see you all soon... give me a call if there is anything... take care and God bless

this post has been in my mind for like 3 to 4 months ade... but i havent the inspiration to type it out... and i know the inspirator of this post would be glad i FINALLY post this out... lolz...

for all these years, being the eldest among my siblings, i felt that i was the unluckiest one of all... you know, everything oso i will kena and that sort of crapt... and i always wished to be the smallest one... then on one fine day, in Manhattan Fish Market, i was talking to J... he was the youngest among his siblings... so we shared thoughts... our thinkings differ in this matter... he said being eldest is better... and i was wondering why... cause i know Eugene is the same as me... we get bullied like crapt by our younger siblings... so i asked why... the naswer is simple, straight to the point and stunned me... you can learn things from being the eldest than being the youngest... Gene its time to take note... lolz... we have a better sense of responsiblity with our siblings... that one reason is good enough... lolz... so Gene dont fret k... hahahahahahahahaha...

PS i swear there were many other reasons but i forgot.. lolz...

nah... i figure my blog is left un-updated long enough... so yea... i guess its time for an update before it dies... lolz... just got off the tv watching Arsenal getting thrashed by Chelsea... was heart breaking honestly... its not like Arsenal didnt play a good game or was sloppy... the Chelsea defense was just too difficult to penetrate... no Jin... i am not supporting them... LOLZ!!!!!!!!!!!

well, if u people have no idea, i am back in Penang... nothing much... just bored now... waiting for PEOPLE to come back... lolz.. then the fun starts... results were out a few hours ago... am not gonna put them here... ask me personally... hahahahahahahaha... what else, what else?? honestly, i am hoping my friends from KL would come visit... hints people, HINTS!!!!!!!!!!! at least it would be fun with them around... tonight was the first time in a long time i watched football alone at home... damn emo... and the mood isnt there... plus, not many Arsenal fans i know... even worse... lolz... well i guess thats it... will pray for all my friends around the world or around the country for their safety if there are travelling back and their well being... till then... catch you all soon...

i mean what i said about non-stop eating... hahahahhaa... we went to Tanjung Sepat on Friday... we as in Fatty aka Chia Loon, Danny, Wen Ling, Jacky and Me... it was for Wen Ling's younger sister's birthday... a bbq thingy... reached there about 6pm... we left late... hahahahaha... well... its a bbq party... what else you want me to elaborate... lolz... though i have to admit, the mom's cooking is awesome...

For those of you who does not know what or where Tanjung Sepat is, i am sorry but you would have to Google Map yourself.. lolz... because i am not too sure myself... all i know is that, its a quiet village, kampung type of area... everyone knows everyone else... friendly and nice... bikes and scooters exceed the number of cars there... i swear to God the average amount of motorbikes or scooters in a house is 3... so yea... we travelled around in scooters... i got to learn how to ride one... FINALLY!!! i know... i am slow... hahahahaha... its just a nice neighborhood... the type where you are away from the city... simple i would say...

would honestly like to thank Wen Ling and her family for providing us with awesome hospitality... and of course food... hahahahahhaa... might go there one more time before i go back Penang... hahaaha... thats all for now... will post some pics when i steal them from Danny... till then... chow...

my holiday has finally begun... starting 3.45pm 11/11/2009... until like mid Feb... lolz... i feel so free now... was reli stressing during this exam period... never before i slept for an hour or 2 before my exams and study throughout the night.... NEVER... well... there's always the first right?? lolz... just got back from futsal... played yesterday from 5.30 to 7.30 and this morning from 11.45 to 1.45... exhaustion is an understatement now... lolz... awesome awesome game guys... lolz.. i am tired... but i am glad... happy enough to play futsal without feeling guilty of not studying... i just feel freee... lolz... my results will be out at the end of the month... crazyly fast... well... i just hope for the best and my friends in KL... lets go have some fun before i chow back Penang aite... see ya'll...

well... its the time of the year again... finals... annoyingly bitchy finals... thank God mine is one week only... good thing and bad thing... stress cause its kinda packed... well shall not say so much... just that... SEE YOU GUYS AND GIRLS REAL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. I NEED FUTSAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

firstly, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! lolz... though it doesnt mean a lot in Malaysia, its for my friends who are overseas... was wondering a few days ago, what if Malaysian celebrate Halloween... it would be awesome wouldnt it?? the trick or treating, zombify yourself, decorate your house in the scariest way ever... at night it would be dim lights and scary house... lolz... it would be fun... but... BUT.... this wont happen in Malaysia... just go and try trick or treating here... the neighbors will react angrily... *GILA KAH!!*... lolz... true much??? thats kinda the problem... Malaysians are too stingy... not all... but generally not generous enough... we keep things to ourself... if we get a raise, we keep quiet... if its foreign countries, it will be like "lets grab dinner or beer on me"... isnt that more fun??? we should start changing our mindset and not be so kiasu... seriously... it would be a better place to live in... dont agree??

i know this isnt a business blog... but i recently read the Malaysian Budget and i have a few comments and analysis about it... for those who are overseas, brief summary of what i remembered from what i read was that the government is going to use the fiscal approach for our economy and will also try to raise income...

my analysis is, they use the fiscal policy to get the economy running... they are using expansionary fiscal btw... which means lower taxes and goverment will subsidise more... in a way its good, because prices of certain products are lowered... BUT.... to me, prices will go back up soon enough because since prices are low, people tend to buy more... and the government wants to increase income which means the buying power of the people will be higher... for econs people, we know that when demand is high, prices will go up... same thing applies here... since things are cheap and demand is high, dont you think sooner or later, prices of products will be higher in the later stage?? i dunno... i didnt actually read the whole thing... just the headlines... correct me if i am wrong... lets have a business discussion... LOLZ!!!!!!!!

as if our family hasnt enough problems... i was driving back today to KL... was about to reach when i met with an accident... i was in the middle lane, then some braindead idiot decided to just changed lane to mine out of a sudden... i braked and avoided the car but my car went out of control... i actually drifted and hit a lamp post where my car turned and straight dived into a drain nearby... it was near the restoran jejantas... fortunately i remain unscathed and for that, i only have God to thank... i thought i was going to be like dead or something, knocked out at the very least, but i didnt... i was alryt... the state of my car is unimaginable... horrible... one of the worse experiences i have ever had... was honestly stunned... so be wary when driving on the highway, cause some idiots are just idiots... no indicator, no nothing... just bloody change lane without even looking... honestly, i thank God for looking after me...

PS i wanna upload the pics of my car, but apparently, my laptop dont want to let you see... so i guess i put it on FB

for those who are hoping or wondering whether he is dead yet... no he is not... sorry for the disapointment... lolz... well... since he saw the tribute i gave Za, some people just got jealous and DEMANDED a tribute... lolz... so fine... since i never talk about him on my blog... so here it is... lolz...

hmmm... we met in Standard 4... we were both kinda like outcasted in that school... not because we are freaks but because we were just transferred there from different schools... the school is St. Xavier Cawangan btw... so started a beautiful friendship... yes we known each other for a long time... been through thick and thin... bullied and got bullied by one another... yea... we had a great friendship... though he left for Aussie in Form 5, we kept in touch and is still close up till now... the best was of course Form 3 where he was just sitting right in front of me... lolz... you can imagine the chaos... hahahaha...

what can i say about him... evil, insulting most of the time?? lolz... hahahahhaa... but deep down... deep deep deep deep deep deep deep down somewhere beyond reach, he is nice, caring and an awesome friend... though he never shows it... i know... hello i've known you for almost 10 years ade... lolz... there is one thing that he is too afraid to admit but i shall announce it to the world so he dont have to feel so shy admitting it... HE MISSES ME!!!!!!!!!!! not in a gay way of course... lol... he always asks me when i am joining him in Aussie... lolz... and say it would be great if we stayed together... prove much?? lolz... hahahahahahahaa...

so yea, there you have it... your tribute... happy now?? BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolz... come back soon... take care and God bless...

i am suppose to give a tribute to this woman mentioned on top... but why la bother talking about someone unimportant when we can talk about me??? lolz... hahahahhaaha... jkjk... this is not exactly a tribute although i will add a few nice words here and there... lolz... so shall we start??

well this girl, which i dont even remember how i met btw, is an evil sinister woman, borned to raise the dead to destroy my life... but, as you all know, i AM the light of lights and the king of kings... so such petty nuisances are no match for my might... lolz... okok back to business... seriously no i dea how we met... we just did... we grew close over the months... she is fun, insane and has the tendency to go high on Coke... i know... Coke... lolz...

she is a person who would listen to your problems and give thoughtful advice... but usually the role is reversal... hahahahah... so lets get to the juicy part of this post eih... Fatty and me were spamming, well not quite spamming her Facebook wall... she was brought into the Facebook world by yours truly and is addicted to it since... it was like 20 posts... den we stopped... so i went to Danny's room to chit chat... when i got back to my room and looked at my Facebook, there were 90 notifications on my post... all Za and Jayden... so i teamed up with the fatty to pretend to be mad at her the next day... making up stories like me not talking to fatty and let him walk to school and such... lolz... but in fact, i was right in front of fatty laughing at the replies we got... then, i received the message of the century... and it goes...

"Oh man penny. U seriously emo-ing over the spamming thng hun? Its so unlike you hun. Im sorry okay? It wont happen again, ill remove it right after class today. Jayden is not at fault, i am. He says u look pissed so if u dnt want to talk to me today or forever, i get it. I was just playing with you. So sorry man, wont write anything anymore. Smile. X"

lolz... i was laughing and laughing and laughing...and STILL LAUGHING!!!! when i told her GOTCHA!!!! she was like whacking me... lolz... hahahahahaaha... come on... you know me better than that... lolz... so... moral of the story, spam my Facebook wall and get pranked by the one and the only... lolz... cheers...

PS. Hope you like it Za...

20/10/2009... this is another date which will be sealed in my heart forever... i am not comparing birthdays here... as in last year to this year... NO... both are equally memorable for me because the celebration is with all my closest friends, brothers and sisters... really awesome... thank you all so much for such a memorable day... seriously... even people who wished me... your wishes are duly noted... really really appreciate it... thanks so so so much...

so today started out normal... was looking forward to futsal after like a month plus?? lolz.... so everything went on like a normal tuesday... until i felt so tired that i wanted to skip Econs lecture... so as i did, Za was like "wait... tika and sakeena wanted to give you something"... so ok la... dey came with cupcakes with candles lit and started singing Happy Birthday right outside the Econs lecture... LOLZ!!!! den fatty took my something from his bag... it was futsal boots... i was like... OMG!!!!! lolz... seriously damn nice and comfortable... after that, picture taking etc, we left for home... den left for futsal a little later... had one of the best games ever... left for home and freshen up for dinner... went for Bubba Gump.... they celebrate birthdays at Bubba Gump the same as TGI.... so i shall not elaborate further... u guys should know what happened after dinner... lolz...

Honestly, i really need to thank a lot of people but it would be bias to pick a few names... so generally, i love you guys and girls so much for making this birthday a memorable one... God has blessed me with awesome friends, i know... i appreciate it... and i hope God bless all of you for all you have done on my birthday... even people who wished me, you guys and girls are God sent... thanks so much and God bless you...

to some of you, you might know my little problems... so yea... yesterday wasnt a good day for me... neither this week is a good week for any of our house... all of our mates were struck with bad luck... not gonna elaborate further... though my day wasnt filled with joy, with my housemates and friends, it made all the difference... by just talking already helps... so there was a lot of talk between us... lolz... tks guys.. appreciate it...

today, friends who knew tried to cheer me up... i shouldnt use try... they succeeded... lolz... just got back from a movie with them... them being Chia Loon, Jin and Ju... watched Pandorum... was not bad... but damn damn confusing... questions still roam my head now... lolz... but all and all a great day...

defiinitely must thank my housemates again, and Jin in particular... he borrowed me his ears, though he was busy with his PD report and presentation, to hear me out and comfort me... concern duly noted bro... =) glad i am able to find a bro in you... tomorrow, me and my housemates will be attending a wedding down somewhere i am not sure... so will check you all on Monday, most probably... till then...

“For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”- Jeremiah 29:11

got me thinking of myself as a matter of fact... God has of course protected me from any harm, gave me hope when i was down... and hopefully also plans to prosper me and give me a good future... the word i think, that is worth delving into is hope... hope is relative... everyones perception of hope is different... hope can also come in many forms... a hope to live, a hope to get something (or get BACK something), a hope to do well, a hope to be happy and the list can go on forever and ever... though hope is different in everyone, no matter what, there HAS to be hope... if you havent hoped for anything, your life is nothing but over... i shall give you examples from age groups just to prove my point... of course cancelling out babies... cause we dont know what babies think... lets start from children aged 4-12... this group of people hopes for, of course, simple things which can be provided by parents such as good food, toys etc etc... aged 13 to 21... secondary school students to graduates... what do people like me hope for?? a LOT... if you are reading this, and you dont hope for anything, tell me why on my cbox or comment... seriously... adults hope for a happy family and good life... true much??? even the dying or the ones who are lying on their deathbed hopes for another day or a few more minutes... just to spend time with their loved ones... hope is in everyone... thats my point i wanted to share... you might not know this or be aware of it... so i am letting you know now... people who do know the existence of it, good... lolz... God is always watching and is willing to help in whatever way He can... so just stop for a moment and think about your loved ones... no matter family or friends... say a little prayer for them... some might be going through tough times now... some might even be struggling... you might never know... so yea... just one minute of your time... say a little prayer... a moment of silence as we like to call it in SXI...

Thank you... have a great day and God bless...

PS. random post from the bible quote i found somewhere... lolz... i have deduced that... I CAN CRAPT!!!! in a good way... lolz...

Meaningful much?? lolz...

PS. First post from uni... =P

first and foremost, i would like to thank you all for voting on the poll for my assignment... really helps people... thanks... so for the past few days, i have been very very busy preparing for my presentation when my presentation was pushed forward to Monday and also on my Marketing report which is also due on Monday... furthermore, i had classes on Saturday and Sunday because the lecturer from Aussie came down to give lectures... yea i know... sucks to be me this week eih... lolz... but overall its ok ler... manage to do everything in time... just got back from my lectures today around an hour ago... now i am only left with my Marketing to do, then next week i only have my Information Systems for Business project left... that is not a problem... lolz... so in concise, i just cant wait for tomorrow to be over...

though i have a lot of work to do, it still didnt stop me from going places and have fun you know... lolz... went to Ikea on Friday with Danny, Chia Loon, Ah Saix, Tsu Yin and Hui Hong... had a blast there... went insane literally... hahahahah... pictures are available on Facebook... yesterday, we went to lowyat to get some stuff... we being Danny, Chia Loon and me... had a blast as well... bought myself a keyboard and a RAM... my laptop is too slow so Danny recommended to get a RAM... yea... so thats my few days of events... lolz... below are several pictures which i find interesting and last picture is how my table looks like now... hehe... till next time...

alryt... i need your help in this... just imagine you are really really rich and high class alright... POLO is coming out with this new perfume for Men called POLO Titanium... its a limited edition perfume with only 1oo bottles available... it costs RM450... besides that, if you buy the perfume, you will get a keychain... engraved with the perfume name and also a number... that number shows the position of which when you buy the perfume... lets say buy it and see a number 2... it means you are the second one who owns it... the serial number will also be engraved on the keychain... the bottle will be dark metallic semi-transparent and the "sprayer" would also be in dark metallic grey, lighter shade and shiny... not glitter shiny but metal shiny... lolz... bare in mind you are rich and high class and there is only 100 bottles... would you buy it??

PS. i know the perfume is for men, but women can vote by imagining the same but buying for their husbands/boyfriends instead... pls help me out... tks...

no no... i am not doing any voluntary work... *guilty*... but lets talk about it... because i read something somewhere that is annoying... so just wanna share out... where better than in my blog... lolz... ok... first things first... what is voluntary work?? i bet anyone can tell you that its doing something and not getting anything in return... right?? its like charity etc etc... true... but i came across an article... i will reveal who it is to you in a minute... but this guy, was suppose to be performing for a charity event... he got pissed off for something really ridiculous... he saw someone eating a chicken... and he got pissed off because the people working there didnt offer him any... like what the hell right... he claims that they expect him to perform for free and not offer him anything in return... ok... so first thing he did wrong was obviously getting pissed off for not getting food... dumb... another is actually saying that he is being asked to perform for free for charity... i mean come on... when you do something voluntarily, there is no need to tell the whole world about it... people will acknowledge it by themselves... it shows as if he is being forced to do this charity concert... what a bitch... some of you might already know who i am talking about... for those who dont, its the bitch who screwed Taylor Swift during the VMA's... Kanye West...

in approximately 4 hours from now, at Sunway Resort and Hotel will be my course's prom night 2009... guess what i'll be wearing?? a ragged tshirt and home shorts... why?? cause i am not going... duh... lolz... this VU night just took me back to last year when i was involved in organizing Disted's Prom Night 2008... i still remember we wanted the theme of "A Royal Rendezvous"... catchy theme eh?? lolz.. we wanted all guys to be in coats and girls to be in long dresses... lolz... grand much?? but we were afraid people might mispronounce it so we changed it to "A Royal Affair"... we had it in Equitorial Hotel in Penang... i LOVE the organizing process... it was somewhat fun... lolz... call me weird but i like running around doing stuff like that.. lolz... the prom was a success... or i hope it was a success... lolz... everyone seemed to have enjoyed it... though the prom had led to several dramas and whatnots but you know.... its the past... put the past in the past... why bother looking there when all we are going towards is the future... lolz... nah... this VU Night has just got me thinking of prom last year... brings back good memories... and i hope this post do bring back memories of our prom to you too... cheers...

well... since i havent blogged about my life here for some time... so lets see... this week has been pretty much alryt... had an Econs test on Friday... hopefully i did ok... went to Zati's place on Saturday night together with Za and Widuri for her open house... watched Gossip Girl and just finished Heroes... honestly, i had doubts that the first episode of Heroes would be entertaining... i thought it would be all story etc... yet again i have been proven wrong by the producers... kudos to them... now i cant wait for the next episode out in 2 or 3 days time... hopefully my internet would be better then as my internet sucks SHIT now... well yea... thats basically it... assignments are pouring in but i am obviously doing nothing to ease the stress... guess i will do my ISB work now... cheers readers... take care and God bless...

today was quite a fun day if i may say so myself... i drove home to KL with Tsu Yin and Ah Saix as my company... and you know... i remember someone telling me that if you do not keep in touch with your friends, talking to them would just be another of those awkward moments you have to bare with... but in our case, there is no such thing... we just talked our whole way through the journey... which just made the journey a little less longer... i am actually surprised to say that in that car, there were no awkward moments... it was all laughing and insanity throughout... i didnt even bother listening to my music which i always do... we just chatted from our lives now and we reminiscent to the days in SAM... yes... its ALWAYS about SAM... lolz... we tried to crack our brains but we didnt even know how we met... we just did... thats the beauty of it... lolz...

i dont know but the feeling of losing a close friend and knowing that you can only see her next year(talking about May here) is just painful... of course i miss the people in other parts of the world... Aussie and wherenot... but you guys are coming back... i know you guys are coming back soon... but people in the UK like May and Jua, we can only see them in June 2010... its... just not a happy feeling at all... mind you i almost shed a tear last night when i was at May's... hold it in though... =)... not good having a mind that ponders often... i feel i bore my readers... do i bore you?? lolz... well... till my mind ponders again...

yes... i know i said i would be stayng in KL for the Raya holidays... but circumstances change dont they?? my laptop suddenly died on me... so i HAVE to come back to get it done... no choice... assignments are coming up and my laptop is one of the sources of my entertainment in KL... so i decided to drive back early to avoid the jam... i slept for 2 hours, woke up at 4.30 and started my journey 10 minutes after that... the traffic was fine, or so i thought... after 30 minutes on the highway, the amount of cars on it is unbelievable... it was only like 5 something and cars were already on the road... worse of all, there was a massive jam in several places... which did not do me good... was tired and angry... grrr... so instead of the usual 3 and a half hours, i took 5 and a half hours to go back to Penang today... nonsense right... it was as if the whole Malaysia was on the highway and i am not joking... its too bad i didnt take a picture... tsk... will be going back on Tuesday with Ah Saix... weee... got friend to accompany me... hahahahaha... till then...

well... i am back in Penang again... nope... this time is not for my sake nor is it my holidays... its to attend a farewell... May's farewell to be precise... she will be leaving on the 22nd this month... this extra info is for you people who dont know about it... first was the friends who is going to KL leaving... then friends going to Aussie... and now friends going to UK... i have said more "bye", "take care" and "keep in touch" this year then i've said "hellos" to new faces... its really sad... these are friends whom i am close to or got close to last year in the awesomest year of 2008... next year, i would have to say some goodbyes to my friends in KL too... some are going overseas to further their studies as well... sad eh... if you are wondering, this IS an emo post... hellos and goodbyes for me are difficult... as Maddy said... Penang will become less happening without our bunch of monkeys around... until end of the year and mid years... i know i know... my phrase on the blog says differently but hey... you cant blame me for feeling a little down... lolz... anyways... will turn in for the night... its already 3...

yup... i am not back in KL... didnt do much in Penang anyway... was slacking... honestly... slacking the whole way this sem... time to pick up the pace... yup... gonna catch up with my stuff soon... short update on Penang... played badminton with David, Darren and Chia Loon on wed... went out dinner with Lin Chong and David on Thursday and met up with Maddy later that night... went out again on Saturday with Lin Chong and Chia Loon... wanted to watch a movie but no movies available that suits us... so we ended up in Batu Ferringhi... nothing much actually... lolz... the usuals... so now back to KL... will be back again this weekend to attend May's farewell... check you all later then...

God... i was abruptly woken up from my nap by a horrible nightmare... so far... i think... this is the ONLY nightmare i had... i have no idea where it come out from... and worse of all most of my dreams do come through... and mind you i died... SHIT!!!!!!!! freaking out... it goes something like this..

me and fatty(chialoon) went for dinner... somewhere... i was driving as usual... and i was going to U-turn near my uni like i always do... when i turned, there were 2 Malay guys on both sides... i was like SHIT ade... so i tried to speed... but my gear was failing me... i wanted to go for D instead it was on N... out of no where, my window was smashed and guys with knives pointed at me and asking me to go out of the car... i obliged... at the same time, i heard police sirens... so i guess... GUESS... that they were criminals wanting to run away... somehow, when i was running, i tripped... cliche much... but i am just recalling... the other guy took out a gun... and shot me twice... i remembered i was like struggling... you know... shaking out of the pain and agony... that was when i woke up... SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

and something just came to me... where was Chia Loon? i bet that fatty forgot his friend and ran away... lolz... but can u imagine yourself in my shoes... dreaming that you would DIE!! its just freaking scary... lolz...

on the lighter side... i just found the pictures from my accounting presentation... went well as planned... i felt our group did well... fatty "accidentally" saw our marks... shall not brag about it here... pai seh ma... tsk tsk... lolz... will blog when i am back in Penang tomorrow... chow... nitez and God bless...

here i am again... wondering how to start this new post... i have what i want to say... just need a perfect start... bah... who cares... hahahahhaha... lets go back to what i want to say... WORDS... words are used to describe something which can be a feeling, expression etc... we use words everyday as a matter of fact... unless you are super anti social and refuse to speak... now thats a different story... now i can bet that everyone have heard this phrase before... choose your words carefully before you say it... think about it before saying something out loud... if its not from your parents, it HAS to be from friends, movies or dramas... correct am i not?? now... words... where was i again... oh ya... words used may mean different things to other people... everyone has their own way of interpretation... something that is said and interpreted in the wrong way will be equivalent to DRAMA... hahahahaha... but this post isnt about words used in the wrong way... no... it isnt... its about words used to enlighten or encourage someone... some words conveyed by friends or family can just make your day... cant they?? i had a friend from my last sem telling me that i was not as "prosperous" as i looked the first time she saw me in uni... or another friend saying i was the coolest friend he had ever met... i, personally, am really flattered and happy that my friends would be this open and honest to me about what they think... i feel really glad... after hearing these messages, i start to wonder why they say so... reasons for this is kept safe in my head... hahahaha... all i am trying to say is... something you say, can mean a lot to the receiver... so try to always say something nice about your friends... dont lie about it... say it when you really mean it... and i swear your friend will cherish you... not because of what you said... but what you said has made him/her realize that he/she has been a buddy to you... get what i mean... so start now... go put some nice words in my cbox... HAHAHAHAHHHA... just jk... till next time crapt starts coming into my head... chow... take care and God bless..

PS. this is NOT an emo post... i am NOT emo... due to the questions i have been asked for my last post, by my friends calling me emo, i am merely expressing what i need to say... i cant stand not talking about it so i blog... isnt that what a blog is for... ahhahahahaha...

PPS. after reading this post on my blog, suddenly i feel like i am a psychologist...

agreed?? well... i dont mean anyone specifically... neither am i trying to choose a topic to pick on anyone... but well.. since i have resumed blogging, my mind started to wonder again... you know how i do.. lolz... well... friends might be true to you NOW... at the present time... you might not wonder about the questions floating in my head now... like the biggest question.. WHY are they nice to you?? why do they approach you?? are they trying to take advantage because of this and that?? have you ever wondered?? again i must stress that this is just some random stuff that came out of my head... no one in particular... hopefully no one gets offended ya... but seriously... lets skip to the part where we are all working... all of a sudden we are in big trouble... with debts and is jobless... do YOU think that your friends would lend a helping hand like offer you help, comfort you or even lend you some money?? if you think your friends will do all of the above, then good for you... but we still cannot be always counting on people can we?? we may lend money to our friends now, heck even spend them a meal at times... but we dont really feel the pain because the money we are currently using is our parents' money... even family members will turn a blind eye when you are in trouble... true much?? all i am trying to say is be careful because the reality of life isnt like in Fantasyland or dramas or movies because people do backstab for their own gain and ignore you when you need them most... personally, i believe i have found my true friends... i know they are awesome people... God has blessed me with really good and close friends... i know they are true because they are there with me through and through no matter what... and lets keep it that way till the end aite... cheers to all of you... random ramblings over... off to bed... see ya... God Bless...

well... i just got back from a futsal game a few hours ago... so damn tired now... just a short update... apparently my laptop is ready but the bitch of some people... its ready but he didnt tell no one about it... dumb right?? lolz... going back to Penang tomolo... classes are as usual... surprisingly... friday is my favourite day although i have to drag myself out of bed at 8... havent done that since SAM... neeway... will update more when my laptop is back... catch you all later...

it is my bad for not blogging for some time now... my laptop is under repair in Penang... so now i am in KL leeching laptops from Chia Loon and Danny everyday... short update... uni started... classes are... ok ler... nothing to brag about... last sem subjects are more fun... cause this sem, i did 3 out of the 4 subjects already when i was in SAM... so yea... nothing new to look forward to... currently sick... fever 2 days ago... was better today... cough and sore throat still though... hahahhaha... now i am just hoping for this sem to end soon... as i foresee a really really boring one... haih... and as i have made known to everyone... i am still thinking of what i am suppose to do after this sem.... as in which major... statistics, finance or law?? confused much... haih... help me anyone??

and now here... i bid farewell to Penang again... its been an awesome month... as expected, i did put on weight... what to do... who ask Penang food to be so delicious and cheap... lolz... i am going back to KL tomorrow afternoon around 12... a new sem is about to start... both anxiety and dread is filling up my body... anxiety of new subjects that i am going to learn and dread when i think of the assignments and food in KL... well... no one said it would be easy... therefore, i would like to say this to my friends who are going back to Aussie or are still studying... dont give up... persevere till the end... because the end result would be satisfying... i know... cause i have been there and done that... hahahahahahha... well... i guess its off to bed now people... keep in touch and take care to all my friends... and see you all very soon KL peeps... lolz... cheers...

ahhh... my results are out finally... not as good as anticipated but.... bah... settle for it ler... and for my friends who dont know, we can check our results on myvu... well... i am not gonna post my results... lolz... for me to know for you to find out... hahahaha... and good luck to my friends who are going to get their results... those in KL and also Aussie and everywhere around the world... take care people...

PS. laptop rosak... so now i leeching my sis and dad's laptops... lolz... going back to KL on Thurs...

as said in my last post... i went to Redang and came back... awesome awesome place for you beach lovers... crystal clear blue water... soft luscious sand... nice community... ahhh... damn nice... enjoyed myself dere... here are some pics i took with my fon... will post the rest when i get the pics from Gene, Danny and Raymann...

well.. i guess my title says it all... i will be heading to Redang tonight with Danny, Eugene, Raymann and Chia Loon... will be back on Friday... if there is anything, call or text me... will get back to u asap... and all of you... take care till then... will see you when i see you... see ya and God bless...

not much has happened since i came back... the usuals... badminton... Gurney... Blue Reef... fetching siblings... lolz... so yea... last week i badminton-ed 3 times in a row... insane but fun... lolz... watched Drag Me to Hell last week and it was worth it... awesome awesome show... if u dont watch it, you are gay... lolz.... honestly... watch it.... i just got back from a fun day today... Blue Reef for lunch after fetching my sister.... badminton at 3... Gurney later for dinner and movie... watched IceAge 3 which is HI-LA-RI-OUS.... supper at Northern Beach... yea... good day good day... am looking for a watch now... Danny has sent me drooling over one he bought from Bangkok... well... thats all for now... cheers people...

PS. Going to Redang on the 7th... WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

PPS. to my Sunway friends, if u didnt know, Ms Greeja is now head of AUP... awesome much??

well... suppose to post this up like 2 days ago... but pssh... lolz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYLYN!!!!!!!!

hahahahha... though we didnt celebrate it during the actual date, we went out today... or should i say yesterday seeing that it is already 2.12am... went to Kim Gary for lunch with Gene... walked around and caught up a bit... lolz... we are still yet to take a picture of us together... weird... i have a picture with everybody but her... hhahahahha... all ur fault... who ask u to always ponteng our outings... lolz... well... i hope you had a great birthday and ACT YOUR AGE... lolz... meaning.... be nice... haahhahahahahaha... u know wat i mean... hahahha... pls la... if that happens ha, pigs will fly... hahhahhahaa... ok... i am talking to myself... shall stop here... lolz... see ya'll

well... if you havent seen my MSN pm... I GOT CONNED!!!!!!! lolz... literally ler... hahahaa... these are actual events and true facts and messages... lolz... started like this...

Evil One - She Who Must Not Be Named
Innocent One - Me

Evil One - Penny! So so sorry. I dropped the mug you gave me. =(

Innocent One - Oh u mean the Disney mug? The one i brought back ALL the way from Hong Kong? The one that sat on the flight wif me? Haha. Making u guilty i am. Lolz. Its ok la.

Evil One - It dropped... but it DIDNT BREAK! Woohoo... Gotcha.

Innocent One - God... Pls blast this liar. Haha

next thing you know, she called me... but i didnt pick up... not on purpose... i was outside frying fish... Yes Za... i cook too... lolz... so when i checked my phone... i called back...


Evil - Hello...
Innocent - U called??
Evil - Yea...
Innocent - I hate you... you con woman...
Evil - Where are you?
Innocent - Home
Evil - Penang or KL?
Innocent - Penang
*Silence*
Innocent - OMG... You in KL?? Y didnt you tell me??
Evil - You ah... Cacat one eh..
Innocent - Y r u in KL??
Evil - I didnt say i was in KL..
Innocent - WHAT!??!?!?!
Evil - HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAHHA!!!!!!
Innocent - U conned ur friend... you are going to hell...
Evil - its not a sin..
Innocent - well..... it IS... lolz...
*chitty chatty a bit*
Evil - k ler... i gtg back to my assignments... see ya... i had FUN...
Innocent - i didnt...
Evil - Tell me that you didnt enjoyed that..
Innocent - *silence*
Evil - HAHAHAHAHAHA... SEE....
Innocent - Whatever... go do your assignments... will kacau you online later...
Evil - okok... i dont mind... lolz... Bye
Innocent - Bye

this goes to show that i trust my friends too much... tsk tsk... lolz... though i feel "conned", at least its something to blog and laugh about... lolz... happy now, miss she who must not be named?? hahahahhaha....

PS. Back in Penang people... lets hang out... lolz... see ya'll soon... cheers dudes and dudettes..

well... as the clock strikes 12.15pm tomorrow, that would mean it would be the end of my first semester in university... much has changed and happened during the course of the semester and i have found great friends and experienced new things... most of them are nice and awesome memories... some... not that nice... hahahaha... but all and all i am happy to say i have stayed out of drama for the semester... lolz... being in KL is not as i thought it would be... initially, i thought i would only go home during the holidays... but i have been going home frequently during the weekends just for fun... lolz... and so i thought... what about the people who are overseas... seriously guys and girls... i salute you... you guys and girls are much more stronger than me if i may say so... lolz... as i said before, my last paper would be Business Law... Gene's "favorite" subject... lolz... i hope i would be able to do well in it... cause its kinda scary not doing law before and stuff... so yea... i will be going straight home after law... home as in Penang... and stay there for a month or so... lolz... cant wait to see all my brothers and sisters coming back from Aussie... till then... here is me checking out of KL until July... lolz... Penang, Here I Come... hahahha... cheers...

OMG!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE GET FOR ME PLS PLS PLS PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well... the final judgment is here for most students... FINALS!!! yes i will be facing my finals tomorrow... the schedule is as below...

Tuesday: Management 9am
Friday: Business Statistics 1.30pm
Following Tuesday: Business Law 9am

i cant wait for it to end... OMG... i am currently cramming management inside my head... this is the only subject that i fear i might fail... cause my assignment results are like shit... blame the assclown lecturer... grrr... well... whats done is done... all i can do now is study hard and pray hard as well.. lolz.. no choice... i need some luck as well you know... currently talking to Zaza online about Management... so i better get back to my studying.. i will be back right after my Business Law... weeee... wait for me people... lolz...

PS. Ignore my cbox for now... lolz... insanity streaks... lolz...

ahhh... i just got back to kl from Penang about 2 hours ago... i am on study break so i decided to go back to Penang... hahahhaa... to many, study break means studying during the course of the break... for me, i lenggang-ed through the study break basically... lolz... having being back in Penang, its quite difficult to study... friends, family, dogs, tv, ASTRO... lolz... so i shall tell you what i have been doing for the past few days...

Came back on Friday around 3 something... went out later to find Hugo to pass him some songs and catch up... Went to Kulim with my family on Sunday for some family stuff... hahahahaha... Went out with May, Maddy and Danny on Monday... we went for lunch at El Mondo which is nearby my place then we went to Gurney to chill out... met Jolene, Kwen and Ronald there... and yesterday, went to Blue Reef and later played badminton with them in PSC... quite a fruitful week dont you think?? lolz... well, now i am suffering a shoulder ache due to badminton... lolz... weak much?? hahahaha... well... thats all for now... when i come back on the 16th, i will be back without any burden and all my friends are coming back... lolz... i will definitely meet ALL of them...

PS. Someone's birthday is lucky enough to be on the 26th of June... everyone get to celebrate with her... lolz... so unfair... hahahahaa....

Paparazzi

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before i say anything, would like to say Happy Birthday to both Eugene and Andy... they turned 19 today and i hope they are having the time of their lives now... ironically, this is where i started to reminiscence about last year again... no birthday was a small one... started from Danny's to Andy and Eugene's and so on... this year seems so quiet... i dont know about them but to me it is quiet... it was all joy, laughter and pictures all the way... after i thought about this, i went for a short nap... to find a dream so wonderful that i really hope it would come true... some of mine do... lolz... seriously... it was in a big hall... i was standing somewhere watching from my view... then everyone just started to pop out... as in everyone from SAM 2008... it would be bias to type who i remembered i saw so i wont... then it was just laughter... its like in the back of my head... i can hear it... we started to do things we usually do in SAM... awww... sweet sweet memories.... so i have decided to SERIOUSLY have a reunion at the end of the year... if you guys want to ler... maddy is chairperson... she doesnt know about it... i just want her in charge... lolz... well... thats that... back to reality... exam is 2 weeks away... catch u all later...

yup... Kris Allen beat Adam Lambert in the race to be the American Idol 2009... this is the only year i ACTUALLY watch American Idol from day 1... why?? cause the competition was tight this year... i would actually prefer Adam to win though... but congratulations Kris... Adam fans shouldnt be too sad, he already got a contract to tour with Gene Simmons and his band... who says you need to be an idol to be famous?? look at David Archuleta and Chris Daughtry... lolz...

these few nights werent that good for me... couldnt sleep properly... because of poker... therefore i vow no more poker till end of the semester... most of the days zombie-ing around uni... almost fell sick yesterday but was better after a 4 hour nap... currently busy with my last assignment for the semester... PD report and presentation due tomolo... basically everything is done... just the presentation part... so into Adam Lambert's One and Kris Allen's Heartless now... a new American Idol is going to be crowned tomolo.... too bad i cant watch the live feed... lolz... unfair... dats all for now i guess...

lolz... as i mentioned in my previous post... i went back to Penang and was back to KL on Sunday... did my PD work till late... skipped my Stats tutorial but replaced it in a later class... not much happened today.. learning 1234 by Plain White Ts on the guitar now when i should be studying... lolz... nothing much... catch u all later...

i came back to Penang on Thursday... no one was home in KL and Chia Loon's parents were coming down during the weekends... so i dont wanna be the lamp post... thats the reason why i came back...
finally met my new dog... Rusty is the name... lolz... didnt do much... just got back from fishing with my family... went to Danny's place this evening to try to get my sister's laptop done... tks Danny... either then that... nothing much... i only have one more assignment to go and i am free from assignments for the rest of the semester... which is like a month... so studying time... lolz... check you all later...

sorry for not have been active blogging and onlining these few days... my internet at home is down... can you imagine how bored i am at home nowadays... Raymann and Chia Loon is going to fix it later... hopefully... while Danny is laughing at us all the way from Penang... **tch face... lolz... hahahahahhaa... not much happened during these days except that i bought a new phone... shall not brag about it here... went to lowyat like twice this week... classes, assignments... same o same o... might be going for futsal this friday if there is futsal... lolz... nothing much... just wanna let you all know my situation... well thats all for now...

an early Happy Birthday to Danny Khoo Kah Keat... just in case my internet isnt up yet... dont say i don love you... lolz...

PS. Don give up Gene... law is nothing... you can ace it... cheers bro...

This post is dedicated to my brother who has left for Australia 3 days ago... late post i know... but better late than never right?? hahahahaha... Mr. Tzou En, i wish you all the best in Australia, take care and study hard yea... thanks for all the awesome memories and i know there is more to come... see ya tai lo... *salutations*

i have been wondering a lot lately... dont know why... going insane?? stress from uni?? God i cant wait for my break... its a month away and i need that break... can honestly say i have been working hard throughout the semester... hopefully i would do well in my exams which is a month away and get high distinctions... surprisingly and ironically, the only subject i am confident in getting a high distinction now is Business Statistics... i remembered i was complaining about stats being deja vu for me as i was not that good in stats in SAM... i specifically whined more to Maylyn cause i know she was not a Math person as well... she too turned into Math mode and did well for her Math... lolz... but i am coping with stats well... lolz... i think its because of my lecturer, Mr Tee... he looks like an older version of my old friend Sim Foo Tong... just that Foo Tong is a devoted christian and Mr. Tee is a devoted buddhist... lolz...

dont know why but since the past few weeks, i have been praying before i sleep every night... weird coming from me, i know... but its happening... n i don know where it came from... just a sudden feel of saying thank you to God for everything that i have now... would pray for my family, friends, my awesome housemates, new friends, my 2 dogs at home... don know why and how it started... i just feel like saying thanks.. lolz... call me insane... hahahahaha... its not a bad thing is it?? lolz...

just got off the phone with my mom... suddenly feel homesick... yes i am admitting it now... hahahaha... just a wee bit... she is chasing me to get a new phone... hahahaha... will get it asap... planning to get a C905... no i am not changing because i am bored with mine... my current phone is giving me problems since day 1 i bought it... try living on phone memory for a year... you would die... lolz... did my manager interview with Sulaiman and Nawaf today.. its for my management project... had a great time... the manager was fun... we did on the Sun-U Residence manager... well... i better get back to work now... chow for now...

PS. Sorry for the dots... just realise it when i finish typing... habit ade la.. hahahahaha....

yes... can you imagine 4 guys in a house. pls stop thinking of nonsense which we STRAIGHT people wont do. in exception to Chia Loon... hahahhahahahahaa... we were chilling in Raymann's room and just randomly took these pictures... hahahhahahaha....



















so yea... that was basically our entertainment for the night. plus some very vulgar music videos from youtube... hahahaha... if there is anything in the pictures you don understand or seem obscene, pls feel free to ask my on the cbox. comments and feedbacks are most welcome... hahahaahha...

PS. we are not responsible for any nose bleeds, unstoppable laughter and fainting when looking at the pictures...