Speaking The Unspoken

The Word Most People are Afraid Of

2012-01-12T16:57:00.004+08:00

what is that word you ask? it is of course Death. i was just driving today when it suddenly hit me. what awaits me when the cold clasp of death grabs me by the throat and pull me out of this earth? have you thought about this before? this isnt the first time i have thought about death. what happens to me? where would i go? is there such thing as reborn? will i remember anything if i am reborn? thinking about these things just gives me goosebumps. sends a tingly feeling through my body, making me feel uncomfortable and afraid. call me a coward, i dont care. i AM afraid to die. no matter how young or how old, i think i will never be ready for it.

But i will be better after calming myself down by taking deep breaths and thinking of what to do next. This thought, thought of death, has set my goal in life. my goal in life is to leave a legacy to all who had known me or who wants to know me, or people who dont know me at all. A Legacy, big word no? lol. but thats my biggest aim in life. how and what do i want to leave behind you ask? honestly, i havent figured it out yet. but hopefully, the path would be in front of me, obvious enough for me to take it. and obviously, the "death" thought has also made me appreciate life more. what i have, and of course, what i want.

death is an unnerving thought for most. its eerie, its inconclusive and its just something we all have to deal with someday. hopefully a day far, far, far in the future. some people call it the sweet release of death. i tell them, ask death to stay away from me, thanks.

Hate is for the Weak

2011-10-19T02:15:00.004+08:00

Lately i have been thinking, why does hate exist in our hearts? our hearts are pure and innocent when we were babies. where on earth did this hate come from? these few weeks, i have this hate in my heart, which was to me, a burden to carry. hating something or someone is really really hard for me. i am not a person who hates easily or hate at all to begin with. i might say "i hate you" but usually i don't mean it. but yes, hate was in my mind, body and soul for the pass few weeks.

when you hate, its tough to say or do things naturally in front of them. your mood changes when you are around them, the way you speak, the way your body language is implying. its all very obvious. i have notice that about me. i didn't like myself for it. i told myself i needed to hate but its killing me slowly inside which i realized only a week back. hence i told myself, "Fuck it! Time to drop all this nonsense". when i made that decision, a heart warming feeling came back to me. its so relieving to let go of the hate i have been carrying around.

people always say i am the happy-go-lucky guy around them. the joker, a person whom can be bitched with. what you all don't see is what is inside my head. sometimes my exterior might be all insane and "haha" but what is inside my head, it is unknown to you all. true, sometimes i do let some of you all inside, but what you all think you understand might not be of the same level as what i am feeling. PLS don't get me wrong. i am not complaining, i am really glad i can rant in front of you all, you know who you are, but the degree in which what a person is told and what a person is going through is different.

though i have loads in my head, hate is usually not one of them. that is why i decided to drop the hate. it is too much for me to take at this point. moreover, it is pointless to hate someone, hence the phrase "Hate is for the Weak". why do i say that? people who hate are people who usually don't forgive and forget. they have a small heart and do not want to let anyone in. so they choose an easier path, to continue hating. what they don't know is that it is slowly ruining their lives. forgiving someone is a hard thing to do, especially if you are at the receiving end of it. but if you embrace that feeling and let yourself be free of the hate, trust me, you will feel SO MUCH BETTER.

we are all connected in one way or another. hence if you hate this person, you are "expected" not to be able to mix with their cliques. is it worth it? what if that clique is a really really close friend of yours who chose the other party's side? worth losing that friendship over the feeling of hate? something for you and me to think about.

Release the Hate and Let Love In!

Happiness Bought by $$$

2011-09-08T02:35:00.002+08:00

you know the old saying that goes "Money can't buy you happiness"? basically this post is dedicated to this phrase. but in this materialistic and monetary world, let me tweak this phrase a wee bit. Money CAN buy you happiness, but NOT true happiness. okok. before you argue with me or click the "X" button on the top right corner of your screen, let me explain myself ok? haha.

Happiness is relative and subjective. it depends on the person whether something would make them happy or not. in this 21st century era that we live in, people are more materialistic, in the sense that we have to keep up with the LATEST and BEST technology currently available in the market. when something new comes out, you HAVE to get it. lets take the phone industry for example. you have a perfectly good phone, lets say an iPhone 4. but even before the iPhone 5 is released, you are already dreaming of changing your old phone to the newer version. how is this related to happiness you say?

ok. let me ask you a question. when you get something new, how do you feel? excited, nervous and obviously, HAPPY. that is why i find the old phrase obsolete. But BUt BUT, how long is it before you start drooling about the iPhone 6? which brings me to my next point, money CAN buy you happiness. however, this happiness does not last long. when you see a friend or a colleague getting something new, you would want it. no? you might tell yourself, "i have a perfectly good phone. good for him/her for getting a better one. He/She deserves it". but search yourself deeply, somewhere DEEP DEEEEEEEP inside, you are somewhat jealous. why? because you want it too. so your initial happiness of getting a new phone comes to an end. this is just one way that the happiness money buys you end. you might get bored of your gadget, you might find problems you didnt know about etc, in which this leads to my last point.

true happiness... what on earth is that? i think, if you guys and girls know me well enough, you would know where this post is headed. this is definitely my own perspective but i hope it is also yours. for me, true happiness is when you are able to share your wealth with your family and friends. true happiness is happiness that lasts and gives you fond and wonderful memories to ponder on. yes, i know some of you would say, "if i have money, i would spend it on my family for vacations etc". i believe you and i dont believe you at the same time. i believe you because at that moment those words left your mouth, it is deemed true. i dont believe you, and this is subjective as it depends on the persons' character, is that money changes people in dark dark ways. i know because i have seen it. dont ask me who or how, unimportant. but yea.

as i was saying before i got sidetracked, for me, true happiness is much more important than the happiness money can buy for you. you can have all the wealth in the world; big car, big house. but if you are alone in that big house, ask yourself, would you be happy? and i know there are some skeptics out there that would say "YES, i would be happy living alone". let me know who you are, and i will ask you this question again in 20 years, and we shall see whether your answer would be the same? yes money is important, i am not denying that. it takes you places, but i would give up being wealthy and have an average life with the people i love and adore most anytime and any day of the week. agree or disagree depends on you. i dont judge. just saying.

Jack Marshall, Inspirational Fighter

2011-09-05T16:17:00.002+08:00

about a month and a half ago, i noticed Mr Jack Wilshere kept on referring and talking to someone by the name of Jack Marshall on twitter. so i began to wonder who is this guy. when i clicked on his twitter profile, i was shocked. he was this 6 year old boy who was suffering from terminal cancer and brain tumors.

a short insight on this brave boy. he was a normal kid like everybody else. three weeks into his schooling days when he was 4, he became ill and was found to have a tumor in his brain. This young little boy had to endure countless medical procedures including surgeries and chemotherapy for him to heal. unfortunately, in the end, his treatments and diseases has left him with after effects. his brain and hormonal system has been damaged.

This brave and courageous boy fought and fought for his life countless times and pulled through time and time again. whenever i see his mom tweet on his profile, i am AMAZED at how strong a little boy can be. even though he is suffering, he still smiles ALL THE TIME. for me to say i respect this kid is an understatement. sometimes i feel God is really really unfair to do this to little kids but life goes on for him. staying strong everyday. after knowing about him, whenever i want to complain about something, i think about Mr Jack Marshall. then i will shut up because if he can pull through time and time again, why not me/us?

In my heart, he will be known as Jack Marshall, inspirational fighter, and after reading this, i hope he is too, in your hearts. because he DID inspire me in some way and the least i can do is help him and his mom with their effort to raise awareness of brain tumor affecting children. i will post links below of his twitter profile and the webpage for the awareness campaign. come on and join Jack's Army. he needs all the support we can give him.

Jack's twitter: http://twitter.com/#!/Jack_Marshall_
Campaign webpage: http://www.jacksfund.co.uk/Homepage

Of Trees and Branches

2011-08-15T17:15:00.003+08:00

your life can be depicted as a tree... the trunk being you and the branches being the people you meet... you might be a small tree or you might be a large tree... only you would know... there shouldnt be a need to compare yourself with other trees because big trees might die faster den a smaller tree... the branches, meaning your friendships, are your networks... hence, you will see yourself growing all the time because you would meet loads of people in life...

some branches are strong... they wont break... those are friendships that you care the most about and you know it will last a lifetime... they are firm and will support you when you fall... fallen branches are, obviously, fallen friendships.. whether it came early or late, it just didnt last and it fell off your tree... some branches are weak... they are just hanging in there.. whether or not it will last depends on the might of the wind... if there is no wind, it might mend and stay for a long time... if a strong wind came by, it will definitely drop off...

what i am trying to say is, wind, being conflicts etc, might come and destroy a friendship within your tree... whether you wanna save it or throw it depends on how you deal with the wind... if you just let it be, it will definitely break off... or you can try mending it and see how it goes from there... if you never try, you would never know right?? rather than living in question everyday, why not just face the problems and be done with it... at least you have closure... closure is the very first step to healing in any problems one might face... if you cant find that closure, you will be miserable all your life, wondering of what might have become....

as i have posted in my posts over and over and over again, i believe friendships are forever.. but sometimes things just dont go the way you want it to be... sometimes you find the people you think you know, arent who they are... sometimes you just give up on them... sometimes you just feel like you have wasted enough time on them... and you feel it isnt worth it anymore... hence, the fallen branch..

Genuinity

2011-08-14T15:50:00.002+08:00

i know the word above isnt necessarily a word but i dont care... this is my space... lolz... few days ago, my friends and i were talking... and we got into something and my friend suddenly tells me and i quote.. "Penny, you are Godsent. Among all my friends in Penang, i feel you are the most genuine friend i have". of all the things in the world, i would NEVER have thought i would be called genuine... i dont know how they got into this conclusion, but WOW... it got me shedding tears on the inside... i honestly dont know what i did but i am really really appreciative for those comments... it really made my month... lolz...

i dont know.. recently, i feel like i care a bit too much about other people... the wrong people... to the extend that i feel that they are taking advantage of me... it never occurred to me until a friend of mine told me... then it hit me... true?? maybe... but for the past few days, i have been thinking... i wouldnt change who i am... i like who i am.. i care a hell lot about friends, family, work, etc... its like an attribute that is already there... i cant help it... i cant not care.. but i will choose the people whom i care for more from now on... some people just dont deserve it...

maybe that's what my friends saw in me... i genuinely cared for them... i do... some embraced it... some took advantage of it... to me, friends are forever... but some friendships do not last a lifetime... sometimes things just fall apart... its life... we have to live it come whatever may... perseverance and tolerance is usually the key to my strength... what else can i do??

Equality

2011-07-31T01:38:00.004+08:00

a trait most people think they have, but unfortunately, they dont... equality is the acceptance of whatever, whoever and however a person or a thing might be... no judgements, no questions... in the era we are living in, we are suppose to embrace equality as a normality... however, the world is still very skeptical about equality for all... US is embracing it slowly but steadily... what about Malaysia??

i honestly was APPALLED when i saw a program for Malaysians, who are suspected to be homosexuals, are to attend a sort of straight camp... i dont know if its real or fake but this is ridiculously and utterly WRONG in so many ways... as proven by science, homosexuality is genetic and NOT a personal choice by a person... so WHY in God's name is the government doing this?? if they are doing it?? acceptance of ones' pros and cons is the first step to advancing in this modern world... sorry to say, Malaysia isnt doing so... still old fashioned and narrow minded...

people, especially the government, should realize that people are, who they are because they are created in God's vision... if i am a politician, the first order of business for me is to promote equality in this country because i believe everyone is equal no matter their choice of living, choice of partners etc... an easy task?? i doubt so BUT acceptance is the first step to everything... and i HOPE if u encounter someone who has a different personality or preference than you, you shan't dismiss them because that is just rude and very very inhumane... they are humans with emotions too, you know?? so plsssss... open your minds... be more accepting... it wont hurt you to gain another friend u know... just saying... =)

Pain and Suffering

2011-07-30T04:08:00.003+08:00

we all have to go through it... pain and suffering... its just the way of life... but i always take the optimistic side of things whenever i am faced with this problem... i take it as a lesson we have to learn the hard way... no matter how bad we feel, we still have to persevere and endure... not only for yourself, but for your friends and family who care deeply for you... no one has to go through things alone... if u r, find a shoulder u can depend on NOW... or u will feel miserable...

i am saying this because i have a fair share of suffering myself... not to the extend of burning or anything but yea... i have... my family was and is still suffering on the inside... doesnt mean what u dont see does not exist... i may be usually, if not always, witty and insane and laughing but what is going on in my head, u might not know... only a selected few knows what i am going through and i am glad i could share it with them... because if i dont have them, i will literally explode... but through all the problems i have to face with my family for the past 12 years, i believe, has made me a better person today... i cannot believe i am saying this but if i actually went back in time, i WOULD take all the suffering... because i know if i did not go through what i did, i would be a selfish bitch you guys and girls would ignore... trust me, i know...

you may ask me, why do we have to go through this?? this insufferable feeling that does not go away... the pain of a love one leaving you, a breakup etc... if i could answer you that question, i would... but well, life isnt always a bed of roses... there are ups and downs... and i know it is always the climbing back up which is the toughest... but think about it... wouldnt it be worth it to be standing on the peak, peering down at the beautiful scenery from the top?? thats why i say FIGHT... fight, endure and WIN.. because when the feeling of pain and suffering goes away, a better version of yourself is formed... and you would be the one helping others from the very same thing u survived from...

i believe time heals everything... the question is, how long?? we might never know... we watch dramas and movies... they always say the same damn thing... little by little, day by day, the pain would go away... cheesy?? yes... but true... so come now brothers and sisters of mine, lets kick pain and suffering in the ass and continue living happily as God intended for us to be... because it is the good memories that count, no??

Take A Look Around

2011-07-29T03:04:00.005+08:00

take a look around u... not now of course... i presume u r in your rooms, IF u r even reading this post... what i mean is, one of these days, randomly, take a look around u... turn your head 360 degrees and REALLY see... watch... sense... because not everything is what u perceive it is... though usually we take things for granted... a simple example; a wall... what is a wall made of?? bricks and cement, right?? everyone knows that, heck even a 5 year old can tell u that... BUT have u taken into thought the amount of work used to build this wall?? do you know what is the architecture and planning behind the wall making??

to relate to my statement above, we usually take things as it is... but we never actually think deeper to see the wonders that has been provided to us... we only use one sense to do this... sight... we have 5 senses and usually people perceive things by looking and judging... why dont we try incorporating more than one sense into our judgement?? PLS HA... i am not asking you to see some grass and smell it, and later tell me i've seen and smelled grass, cause i will literally slap u... i am talking mostly about judging people... when we see someone, we either find them to be yay or nay... we only see... why dont we try listening before judging?? again, i am not asking you to eavesdrop or anything but yea... get my meaning?? we judge things, in this case people, by the fastest way possible and that is sight... because listening takes time... when we listen, we process den we judge... no??

this does not only apply to people... we should take a look around and be appreciative of what we have, because we could do worse... be happy and learn the art of coping with what we have and live with it... unless u have the need, dont do the deed...

Messengers come in all forms not only human. Sometimes we see a piece of paper on the sidewalk, or catch a glance of a bird out of the side of our eyes, or hear a dog barking. There is meaning in all of it.Today, be aware of all the things you see and hear. Ask yourself what the world is showing you along your path - Ashton Kutcher

i am honestly very appreciative of what i have... i am not the kind of person who is materialistic or that sort... when i look at the friends and family i have, i am happy enough... because i know i love them and they love me... so take a minute and tell your friends and family i love you, whether u wanna call them or say it in your heart... because when u mean it, thats when it truly counts... we dont know when we are going to lose the things we love... so be appreciative...

PS if u get hurt in the process of turning ur head 360 degrees without turning your body, i am not liable for any medication fee or such...

Major Life Change

2011-07-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

how long has it been blog?? a year and a half?? lolz... just went through my blog and just had the inspiration to write something in here... feels like sinning if i dont... a year and a half is a loooooonggg time... loads have changed since i posted that redundant azman post... lolz...

how big a change u may ask?? well for one, i am in MY LAST SEM... OMG... i swear it seems only yesterday i walked into Sunway University alone and scared... now i am already leaving?? so not ready for the working world... it haunts me... but life goes on, no?? well, no dramas on me to report... i think... stayed clean for 3 years and hopefully more to come... made a LOT of awesome friends/my secondary family here... enjoying my last sem is my main priority for now... and also graduation of course... hahaaha...

another change since the last time is that Danny isnt staying with us anymore.. he is done with his diploma and going off to the UK in August to further his studies... i wish him all the best... besides that, now i am sharing my room with my brother... sad i know... hahaha...

other than that, i have nothing much to write for now... lets see if the blog angel gives me the inspiration to continue writing in my blog... hahaha... until then, u know how to reach me... =)

AZMAN

2010-09-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

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The I.T. and S. Family

2010-05-04T01:15:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, in a land near Bandar Sunway, were 2 girls Jananie and Dafne... they led a normal life and got to know each other in uni... little did they know, their lives were going to be turned upside down and inside out... see Dafne and Jananie both have parents who were divorced, one living with the mom and the other the dad... their parents got to know each other and "hit it off"... after knowing each other for so long, Dafne asked Jananie to be her husband... and they had a child named Melissa... so it was happy ever after... or so they thought...

their parents had a child who shall only be known as the other woman... the other woman is their half sibling and decided to break them up by hooking up with Jananie... this has caused turmoil in their relationship and Dafne filed for divorce in the end... the other woman was not as bad as he/she seems... he is nice to Melissa who is now dating Janice... and provides all of them, even Dafne, with movies from his/her hard disk... Dafne's uncle, Jayden, came into the picture when he got back from New York... he was a stripper... after being fired, he came back to Malaysia to pursue his career... he is known to have feelings for the other woman...

the story is still going on as minutes go by... this story would be told from generations to generations as history has been made in this family... the story of the world's most insane, twisted and sick family ie the I.T and S.

PS. all the characters are true but the story is fictional so read at own risk...
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Stress Week??? Not So Much

2010-04-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

this week was suppose to be the worse week in the whole sem... there was a test on Monday, and 2 assignments were due next week... in other words, it has to be done by this week... my FIM assignment is a group of 4 work... we have to come up with 8000 words about 2 country's financial institution and compare... my other assignment was Corporate Law(CL) essay which is 2000 words... Monday's test was suppose to be on Bank Recon and Petty Cash... so starts the week...

the test went on as usual... until on Tuesday when my FIM lecturer postponed the due date of our assignment from next Monday to 20 May... which was a 2 week delay... the class was overjoyed... then, my CL lecturer did a disappearing act on us since last Wed... and on Tuesday as well, our course head came in and told us he has family matters to attend to and will not be finishing the course with us... for that, our assignment was also pushed back from Mon to next Fri... isnt the stress week becoming an awesome week?? lolz... just random ramblings to update my blog... going to watch IP Man 2 in a bit... chow for now

It WAS Only Yesterday...

2010-04-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

as the title suggests, yesterday was a long day... lets start from 2.40am in the morning where Chia Loon, Jin, Henry, Juin Hoong and me went for the Arsenal and Barcelona match... intense match which turned out to be disappointing at the start of the second half... but Arsenal got back from 2 goals down... was yelling on the top of my voice... i think i should change mamak... embarrassing much?? lolz...

went back and slept for 3 hours... woke up for class... 2 lectures... decided to wait for Emmy and Kelly for lunch... ditched Law tutorial and went to Pyramid for McD... the girls were craving for McD... lolz... ate and chatted... then we went for a short walk... where we met Janice and Dafne... met them again when we were in Forever 21... Dafne was wrestling with herself on whether to buy a dress... but honestly, Daf, after thinking about it after i got back, it was a good choice you didnt get it... =) with your circumstance and all i mean...

dropped the ladies back in uni... picked Jin up and drove to 1 Utama for Clash of the Titans together with Azman and Jacky... the movie was good but not that great in my opinion... could be better... Jacky went home after that... the 4 of us had dinner at Little Taiwan before Jin, Chia Loon and me left for Pyramid again, for snooker... played till around 11 before going for a drink at Republic... Lai Kuan joined us there...

eventually, i got home at 1 something with only 3 hours of sleep the night before... i call that a great day... lolz... tiring though... hahahahahhaa... just got back to Penang in the morning... have a week break... but assignments are piling up so i guess its not a holiday... lolz... till next time... cheers...

My Bad... Sorry!!!

2010-03-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

i know i havent been blogging for like 2 months already... sorry about that... been lazy and busy... more of lazy than busy... i am back in KL doing my second year in my Bachelor of Business programme... much tougher than i thought... brain is gonna overload soon... and its only the 3rd week?? lolz... uni was much quieter the first week with all my friends in Aussie or across the street, Monash... but i have found new people to annoy and have fun with... hopefully they think so too... heh... for now, nothing much to blog about... will update when i have something on... lolz... see you guys soon... cheers

Guess Who Is on Gossip Girl??

2010-03-03T00:30:00.003+08:00

watch the clip

i assure you.... its LEGENDARY!!!

Lame Much?!?!

2010-01-18T19:48:00.003+08:00

i just got back from KL last evening... went with Siew, Gene, Ken and Shawn plus Bert... was suppose to go buy some clothes but end up with only a simple tshirt... but this is not i want to talk about...

it was night and we were playing poker... the tv was on... we stumbled on a channel which was discussing something interesting... but it was national tv... so it was in BM... the title of the discussion was "isteriku lesbian"... translation, it means my wife is lesbian... when we turned it on, it was already in the middle... and i was listening to them talk about the topic and started to feel idiotic... they were saying women turn lesbian because their husbands just comes back from work and like ignore them... like just eat, watch tv and sleep... does that turn women lesbians??? lolz... i dont know... you tell me... to me its just dumb because it is proven that gays and lesbians are who they are because of their genes... before they air the programme, dont they do research?? and they were going on and on saying that its wrong to be lesbian... HELLO!!!! they cant help it... its their nature...

this shows how narrow minded Malaysians are... they cant accept change when other countries are... our country is and will always be like this if the citizens dont change their mindset... adapting to change isnt easy... but it is constantly happening... dont these people get that?? America came out of their shell by letting Barack Obama be President... first black man to be president... some states in America is allowing gay marriages... why not here?? people feel so insecure here... only living in their own bubble... that sucks... really does... shows that our country isnt progressing as well as other countries which also means we will be left behind... as usual... tsk tsk...

Goodbye No.9, Hello 10!!!

2009-12-31T01:37:00.003+08:00

single digit to double digits now... awesome eih... signifies we are all mature people now... do you realise it has been a decade since the new millenium?? do you guys and girls even realise that we are living in the year that begins with a 2?? but who cares now right?? do you all still remember how proud we were or how big the celebrations were when we were welcoming the year 2000?? everything sold, gifts and whatnots, reads 2000... but ask anybody on the streets now and see whether they care... lolz...

wow... it has been a year already... honestly it seems only yesterday i was typing out my New Year's resolutions... this year, 2009, has been much of a change to me... i am not copying you Za... lolz... but its true... change has fallen upon me... starting with the decision to leave Penang, my home, to further my studies in KL... it was different... it was insightful... it was eye opening... for the first time in my life, i had to look out for myself... staying alone without family... dealing with things i dont usually deal with... bills and whatnots... getting thrown to a place i have no familiarization with... isolated...

thrown into a uni where i know NO one at all... it was scary and horrifying... i can swear i was afraid... afraid i would be outcasted... not being able to fit in... but thank God that wasnt the case... the first sem was quite lonely for me... first few weeks of uni was terrifying... there were 250 students in a lecture theater... i would be the one sitting in the corner... emo-ing if i may say... lolz... then i got to know a few people which have now become my close friends in uni... you know who you are... lolz... second sem was more fun for me... it was more playing and futsal... and yumcha sessions... more laughter... more snarls... moer insanity... you get the picture... and it finally felt heartwarming... heck, i even miss my uni and my friends now... and i actually miss KL... lolz...

besides that, i had to see all my friends leave overseas or outstation for their studies... it wasnt nice to say goodbye... some flew to Aussie, some UK... but i HAVE kept in touch with most of them... of course it is different than talking to them face to face... but we would have to make the best of the internet...

through these changes, i found myself to be more responsible with myself... i know more, i discovered more... and i took note that i complain less when being asked to do something... also, i have learnt that some friends are keepers and some are just not... its sad to see how ones' friends turn out to be different from when they make their first impressions... some just wants to take advantage... well, honestly, i dont care... God is always watching my friends... and people who are good will be blessed...

2009 has its good and bad moments... which year isnt like that??? who in the world has a perfect year?? lolz... but to me, 2009 was a year where much experience is gained... i hope 2010 would also be the same... so i bid you all a very Happy New Year,,, take care... until i see you all... cheers...

New Word

2009-12-11T08:43:00.003+08:00

ahhh... my mom heard this word on the radio saying that its the latest word they are going to add in the Oxford Dictionary... i find it is worth to post up this word because most teens and working age group would do this... and so, for all of you to be aware of it, i am giving you all a head start to use this word before anyone starts... the word?? Intexticating... this is how it is pronounced in-text-ti-k-ting... at first, i was like, what the heck kinda word is it... sounds like students like us are in-text referencing some stuff... lolz... the REAL meaning to the word is texting while driving... i can honestly say, i intexticate a LOT!!!! lolz... what about you??

Random Thoughts

2009-12-09T03:48:00.003+08:00

i have not much to do nowadays... all i do is eat, watch tv and drama, laptop and sleep... basically my daily ritual... lazy i know... fat i might be I KNOW... dont remind me... well, i was just playing freecell... on the verge to shut down everything and go to bed... until something popped into my mind again... i know this blog is about to be a "random factual thoughts of yours truly" soon enough... but i don care... its a blog... lolz... i wanna say what i think... and i REALLY hope these things makes me realise something when i read back on my older posts and also help my friends realise things they dont realise... hopefully..

back to freecell... freecell is a game where you would have to think before making the next move... if you make the wrong move, you would either be stuck or lose... its something like a business... if you just lose, at least you can start a new game and play again... problem is, if you are stuck, and you cant find whats wrong, you will be annoyed... thats why i said that my biggest regret to change a laptop was because of my freecell stats... few thousand games played... no shit... problem with this game is, you might think of your next move and visualise where your cards will go etc... what if you are not sure??? what if you are on the fence?? 50-50?? are you still going to go on?? give up?? or try??

many people who give talks and whatnots will always ask us to plan... even when we were students, we are advised to plan... theoratically, planning is good.. it gives us the knowledge of knowing what to expect and what to do... but in practical, as everyone knows, planning does not always work... situation changes all the time... even for a business, it changes economically and technologically... planning is not easy... people can change their minds in an instant... dont believe me?? ask the people who planned for the Genting trip for us SAM students last year... lolz... we would know wont we?? one minute i am in, next minute no more... so, planning is not THAT effective... occasionally, we have to just go with the flow... see what happens THEN decide... its like outings with friends... we discussed we wanna watch movie A, then we meet a friend and asks him/her to join us... but he already watched it... what do we do??? change to movie B where everyone is happy...

what i am trying to say is, plans dont always work out the way they are meant to be... i know my marketing sucks but i know that all marketing plans will change when they are applied... yes, it is important to see which move you are going to take... you have to be cautious... i dont blame you but you have to take the first step no matter what... delve into it before you plan any further...

ahhh... feels so good to get it off my chest... lolz... well... i shall see you all soon... give me a call if there is anything... take care and God bless

Very Much Delayed post

2009-12-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

this post has been in my mind for like 3 to 4 months ade... but i havent the inspiration to type it out... and i know the inspirator of this post would be glad i FINALLY post this out... lolz...

for all these years, being the eldest among my siblings, i felt that i was the unluckiest one of all... you know, everything oso i will kena and that sort of crapt... and i always wished to be the smallest one... then on one fine day, in Manhattan Fish Market, i was talking to J... he was the youngest among his siblings... so we shared thoughts... our thinkings differ in this matter... he said being eldest is better... and i was wondering why... cause i know Eugene is the same as me... we get bullied like crapt by our younger siblings... so i asked why... the naswer is simple, straight to the point and stunned me... you can learn things from being the eldest than being the youngest... Gene its time to take note... lolz... we have a better sense of responsiblity with our siblings... that one reason is good enough... lolz... so Gene dont fret k... hahahahahahahahaha...

PS i swear there were many other reasons but i forgot.. lolz...

Recently,

2009-11-30T02:52:00.002+08:00

nah... i figure my blog is left un-updated long enough... so yea... i guess its time for an update before it dies... lolz... just got off the tv watching Arsenal getting thrashed by Chelsea... was heart breaking honestly... its not like Arsenal didnt play a good game or was sloppy... the Chelsea defense was just too difficult to penetrate... no Jin... i am not supporting them... LOLZ!!!!!!!!!!!

well, if u people have no idea, i am back in Penang... nothing much... just bored now... waiting for PEOPLE to come back... lolz.. then the fun starts... results were out a few hours ago... am not gonna put them here... ask me personally... hahahahahahahaha... what else, what else?? honestly, i am hoping my friends from KL would come visit... hints people, HINTS!!!!!!!!!!! at least it would be fun with them around... tonight was the first time in a long time i watched football alone at home... damn emo... and the mood isnt there... plus, not many Arsenal fans i know... even worse... lolz... well i guess thats it... will pray for all my friends around the world or around the country for their safety if there are travelling back and their well being... till then... catch you all soon...

Thank You and God Bless You All!!

2009-11-24T04:11:00.002+08:00

why do i say so??
its cause you guys are going to fork out money to get me that car for my birthday next year..
love you all...
LOLZ!!!!!
honestly, its a damn nice car...
too bad its for our eyes only...

2 Days of Fun and Non Stop Eating

2009-11-15T17:54:00.002+08:00

i mean what i said about non-stop eating... hahahahhaa... we went to Tanjung Sepat on Friday... we as in Fatty aka Chia Loon, Danny, Wen Ling, Jacky and Me... it was for Wen Ling's younger sister's birthday... a bbq thingy... reached there about 6pm... we left late... hahahahaha... well... its a bbq party... what else you want me to elaborate... lolz... though i have to admit, the mom's cooking is awesome...

For those of you who does not know what or where Tanjung Sepat is, i am sorry but you would have to Google Map yourself.. lolz... because i am not too sure myself... all i know is that, its a quiet village, kampung type of area... everyone knows everyone else... friendly and nice... bikes and scooters exceed the number of cars there... i swear to God the average amount of motorbikes or scooters in a house is 3... so yea... we travelled around in scooters... i got to learn how to ride one... FINALLY!!! i know... i am slow... hahahahaha... its just a nice neighborhood... the type where you are away from the city... simple i would say...

would honestly like to thank Wen Ling and her family for providing us with awesome hospitality... and of course food... hahahahahhaa... might go there one more time before i go back Penang... hahaaha... thats all for now... will post some pics when i steal them from Danny... till then... chow...

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-12T14:54:00.003+08:00

my holiday has finally begun... starting 3.45pm 11/11/2009... until like mid Feb... lolz... i feel so free now... was reli stressing during this exam period... never before i slept for an hour or 2 before my exams and study throughout the night.... NEVER... well... there's always the first right?? lolz... just got back from futsal... played yesterday from 5.30 to 7.30 and this morning from 11.45 to 1.45... exhaustion is an understatement now... lolz... awesome awesome game guys... lolz.. i am tired... but i am glad... happy enough to play futsal without feeling guilty of not studying... i just feel freee... lolz... my results will be out at the end of the month... crazyly fast... well... i just hope for the best and my friends in KL... lets go have some fun before i chow back Penang aite... see ya'll...

Finals

2009-11-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

well... its the time of the year again... finals... annoyingly bitchy finals... thank God mine is one week only... good thing and bad thing... stress cause its kinda packed... well shall not say so much... just that... SEE YOU GUYS AND GIRLS REAL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. I NEED FUTSAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Halloween!!!

2009-10-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

firstly, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! lolz... though it doesnt mean a lot in Malaysia, its for my friends who are overseas... was wondering a few days ago, what if Malaysian celebrate Halloween... it would be awesome wouldnt it?? the trick or treating, zombify yourself, decorate your house in the scariest way ever... at night it would be dim lights and scary house... lolz... it would be fun... but... BUT.... this wont happen in Malaysia... just go and try trick or treating here... the neighbors will react angrily... *GILA KAH!!*... lolz... true much??? thats kinda the problem... Malaysians are too stingy... not all... but generally not generous enough... we keep things to ourself... if we get a raise, we keep quiet... if its foreign countries, it will be like "lets grab dinner or beer on me"... isnt that more fun??? we should start changing our mindset and not be so kiasu... seriously... it would be a better place to live in... dont agree??

Brace Youselves..

2009-10-30T14:24:00.003+08:00

i know this isnt a business blog... but i recently read the Malaysian Budget and i have a few comments and analysis about it... for those who are overseas, brief summary of what i remembered from what i read was that the government is going to use the fiscal approach for our economy and will also try to raise income...

my analysis is, they use the fiscal policy to get the economy running... they are using expansionary fiscal btw... which means lower taxes and goverment will subsidise more... in a way its good, because prices of certain products are lowered... BUT.... to me, prices will go back up soon enough because since prices are low, people tend to buy more... and the government wants to increase income which means the buying power of the people will be higher... for econs people, we know that when demand is high, prices will go up... same thing applies here... since things are cheap and demand is high, dont you think sooner or later, prices of products will be higher in the later stage?? i dunno... i didnt actually read the whole thing... just the headlines... correct me if i am wrong... lets have a business discussion... LOLZ!!!!!!!!

Crashed!!

2009-10-27T23:15:00.005+08:00

as if our family hasnt enough problems... i was driving back today to KL... was about to reach when i met with an accident... i was in the middle lane, then some braindead idiot decided to just changed lane to mine out of a sudden... i braked and avoided the car but my car went out of control... i actually drifted and hit a lamp post where my car turned and straight dived into a drain nearby... it was near the restoran jejantas... fortunately i remain unscathed and for that, i only have God to thank... i thought i was going to be like dead or something, knocked out at the very least, but i didnt... i was alryt... the state of my car is unimaginable... horrible... one of the worse experiences i have ever had... was honestly stunned... so be wary when driving on the highway, cause some idiots are just idiots... no indicator, no nothing... just bloody change lane without even looking... honestly, i thank God for looking after me...

PS i wanna upload the pics of my car, but apparently, my laptop dont want to let you see... so i guess i put it on FB

Bu-Ken's "Tribute"

2009-10-25T02:14:00.004+08:00

for those who are hoping or wondering whether he is dead yet... no he is not... sorry for the disapointment... lolz... well... since he saw the tribute i gave Za, some people just got jealous and DEMANDED a tribute... lolz... so fine... since i never talk about him on my blog... so here it is... lolz...

hmmm... we met in Standard 4... we were both kinda like outcasted in that school... not because we are freaks but because we were just transferred there from different schools... the school is St. Xavier Cawangan btw... so started a beautiful friendship... yes we known each other for a long time... been through thick and thin... bullied and got bullied by one another... yea... we had a great friendship... though he left for Aussie in Form 5, we kept in touch and is still close up till now... the best was of course Form 3 where he was just sitting right in front of me... lolz... you can imagine the chaos... hahahaha...

what can i say about him... evil, insulting most of the time?? lolz... hahahahhaa... but deep down... deep deep deep deep deep deep deep down somewhere beyond reach, he is nice, caring and an awesome friend... though he never shows it... i know... hello i've known you for almost 10 years ade... lolz... there is one thing that he is too afraid to admit but i shall announce it to the world so he dont have to feel so shy admitting it... HE MISSES ME!!!!!!!!!!! not in a gay way of course... lol... he always asks me when i am joining him in Aussie... lolz... and say it would be great if we stayed together... prove much?? lolz... hahahahahahahaa...

so yea, there you have it... your tribute... happy now?? BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolz... come back soon... take care and God bless...

My Silly Za

2009-10-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

i am suppose to give a tribute to this woman mentioned on top... but why la bother talking about someone unimportant when we can talk about me??? lolz... hahahahhaaha... jkjk... this is not exactly a tribute although i will add a few nice words here and there... lolz... so shall we start??

well this girl, which i dont even remember how i met btw, is an evil sinister woman, borned to raise the dead to destroy my life... but, as you all know, i AM the light of lights and the king of kings... so such petty nuisances are no match for my might... lolz... okok back to business... seriously no i dea how we met... we just did... we grew close over the months... she is fun, insane and has the tendency to go high on Coke... i know... Coke... lolz...

she is a person who would listen to your problems and give thoughtful advice... but usually the role is reversal... hahahahah... so lets get to the juicy part of this post eih... Fatty and me were spamming, well not quite spamming her Facebook wall... she was brought into the Facebook world by yours truly and is addicted to it since... it was like 20 posts... den we stopped... so i went to Danny's room to chit chat... when i got back to my room and looked at my Facebook, there were 90 notifications on my post... all Za and Jayden... so i teamed up with the fatty to pretend to be mad at her the next day... making up stories like me not talking to fatty and let him walk to school and such... lolz... but in fact, i was right in front of fatty laughing at the replies we got... then, i received the message of the century... and it goes...

"Oh man penny. U seriously emo-ing over the spamming thng hun? Its so unlike you hun. Im sorry okay? It wont happen again, ill remove it right after class today. Jayden is not at fault, i am. He says u look pissed so if u dnt want to talk to me today or forever, i get it. I was just playing with you. So sorry man, wont write anything anymore. Smile. X"

lolz... i was laughing and laughing and laughing...and STILL LAUGHING!!!! when i told her GOTCHA!!!! she was like whacking me... lolz... hahahahahaaha... come on... you know me better than that... lolz... so... moral of the story, spam my Facebook wall and get pranked by the one and the only... lolz... cheers...

PS. Hope you like it Za...

A Birthday to Remember

2009-10-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

20/10/2009... this is another date which will be sealed in my heart forever... i am not comparing birthdays here... as in last year to this year... NO... both are equally memorable for me because the celebration is with all my closest friends, brothers and sisters... really awesome... thank you all so much for such a memorable day... seriously... even people who wished me... your wishes are duly noted... really really appreciate it... thanks so so so much...

so today started out normal... was looking forward to futsal after like a month plus?? lolz.... so everything went on like a normal tuesday... until i felt so tired that i wanted to skip Econs lecture... so as i did, Za was like "wait... tika and sakeena wanted to give you something"... so ok la... dey came with cupcakes with candles lit and started singing Happy Birthday right outside the Econs lecture... LOLZ!!!! den fatty took my something from his bag... it was futsal boots... i was like... OMG!!!!! lolz... seriously damn nice and comfortable... after that, picture taking etc, we left for home... den left for futsal a little later... had one of the best games ever... left for home and freshen up for dinner... went for Bubba Gump.... they celebrate birthdays at Bubba Gump the same as TGI.... so i shall not elaborate further... u guys should know what happened after dinner... lolz...

Honestly, i really need to thank a lot of people but it would be bias to pick a few names... so generally, i love you guys and girls so much for making this birthday a memorable one... God has blessed me with awesome friends, i know... i appreciate it... and i hope God bless all of you for all you have done on my birthday... even people who wished me, you guys and girls are God sent... thanks so much and God bless you...

Yesterday = Gloomy, Today = Awesome

2009-10-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

to some of you, you might know my little problems... so yea... yesterday wasnt a good day for me... neither this week is a good week for any of our house... all of our mates were struck with bad luck... not gonna elaborate further... though my day wasnt filled with joy, with my housemates and friends, it made all the difference... by just talking already helps... so there was a lot of talk between us... lolz... tks guys.. appreciate it...

today, friends who knew tried to cheer me up... i shouldnt use try... they succeeded... lolz... just got back from a movie with them... them being Chia Loon, Jin and Ju... watched Pandorum... was not bad... but damn damn confusing... questions still roam my head now... lolz... but all and all a great day...

defiinitely must thank my housemates again, and Jin in particular... he borrowed me his ears, though he was busy with his PD report and presentation, to hear me out and comfort me... concern duly noted bro... =) glad i am able to find a bro in you... tomorrow, me and my housemates will be attending a wedding down somewhere i am not sure... so will check you all on Monday, most probably... till then...

What Do You Think?

2009-10-14T01:45:00.004+08:00

“For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”- Jeremiah 29:11

got me thinking of myself as a matter of fact... God has of course protected me from any harm, gave me hope when i was down... and hopefully also plans to prosper me and give me a good future... the word i think, that is worth delving into is hope... hope is relative... everyones perception of hope is different... hope can also come in many forms... a hope to live, a hope to get something (or get BACK something), a hope to do well, a hope to be happy and the list can go on forever and ever... though hope is different in everyone, no matter what, there HAS to be hope... if you havent hoped for anything, your life is nothing but over... i shall give you examples from age groups just to prove my point... of course cancelling out babies... cause we dont know what babies think... lets start from children aged 4-12... this group of people hopes for, of course, simple things which can be provided by parents such as good food, toys etc etc... aged 13 to 21... secondary school students to graduates... what do people like me hope for?? a LOT... if you are reading this, and you dont hope for anything, tell me why on my cbox or comment... seriously... adults hope for a happy family and good life... true much??? even the dying or the ones who are lying on their deathbed hopes for another day or a few more minutes... just to spend time with their loved ones... hope is in everyone... thats my point i wanted to share... you might not know this or be aware of it... so i am letting you know now... people who do know the existence of it, good... lolz... God is always watching and is willing to help in whatever way He can... so just stop for a moment and think about your loved ones... no matter family or friends... say a little prayer for them... some might be going through tough times now... some might even be struggling... you might never know... so yea... just one minute of your time... say a little prayer... a moment of silence as we like to call it in SXI...

Thank you... have a great day and God bless...

PS. random post from the bible quote i found somewhere... lolz... i have deduced that... I CAN CRAPT!!!! in a good way... lolz...

Lyrics that Means A Lot

2009-10-13T13:45:00.004+08:00

dont you ever wish

you were someone else

you were meant to be

the way you are exactly

dont you ever say

you dont like the way you are

when you learn to love yourself

you are better off by far

Meaningful much?? lolz...

PS. First post from uni... =P

Few Days Back

2009-10-11T13:27:00.004+08:00

first and foremost, i would like to thank you all for voting on the poll for my assignment... really helps people... thanks... so for the past few days, i have been very very busy preparing for my presentation when my presentation was pushed forward to Monday and also on my Marketing report which is also due on Monday... furthermore, i had classes on Saturday and Sunday because the lecturer from Aussie came down to give lectures... yea i know... sucks to be me this week eih... lolz... but overall its ok ler... manage to do everything in time... just got back from my lectures today around an hour ago... now i am only left with my Marketing to do, then next week i only have my Information Systems for Business project left... that is not a problem... lolz... so in concise, i just cant wait for tomorrow to be over...

though i have a lot of work to do, it still didnt stop me from going places and have fun you know... lolz... went to Ikea on Friday with Danny, Chia Loon, Ah Saix, Tsu Yin and Hui Hong... had a blast there... went insane literally... hahahahah... pictures are available on Facebook... yesterday, we went to lowyat to get some stuff... we being Danny, Chia Loon and me... had a blast as well... bought myself a keyboard and a RAM... my laptop is too slow so Danny recommended to get a RAM... yea... so thats my few days of events... lolz... below are several pictures which i find interesting and last picture is how my table looks like now... hehe... till next time...

when we were going out, it was raining... this was taken along the corridor of our apartment... looks like waterfall eih.. lolz...

this one taken by me, danny took the one on top...

and this is how my table looks like now... everything is black apparently... i dunno why... lolz... except the mouse of course... hahahahhaa....

A Virus is Spreading

2009-10-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

a virus is spreading quickly from continent to continent... a majority have been infected by it... from small children to adults... its inevitable to escape its wrath... i am talking about the one and the only...

Facebook...

Pls Vote For My Assignment

2009-10-04T19:27:00.005+08:00

alryt... i need your help in this... just imagine you are really really rich and high class alright... POLO is coming out with this new perfume for Men called POLO Titanium... its a limited edition perfume with only 1oo bottles available... it costs RM450... besides that, if you buy the perfume, you will get a keychain... engraved with the perfume name and also a number... that number shows the position of which when you buy the perfume... lets say buy it and see a number 2... it means you are the second one who owns it... the serial number will also be engraved on the keychain... the bottle will be dark metallic semi-transparent and the "sprayer" would also be in dark metallic grey, lighter shade and shiny... not glitter shiny but metal shiny... lolz... bare in mind you are rich and high class and there is only 100 bottles... would you buy it??

PS. i know the perfume is for men, but women can vote by imagining the same but buying for their husbands/boyfriends instead... pls help me out... tks...

Voluntary Work...

2009-10-03T00:14:00.003+08:00

no no... i am not doing any voluntary work... *guilty*... but lets talk about it... because i read something somewhere that is annoying... so just wanna share out... where better than in my blog... lolz... ok... first things first... what is voluntary work?? i bet anyone can tell you that its doing something and not getting anything in return... right?? its like charity etc etc... true... but i came across an article... i will reveal who it is to you in a minute... but this guy, was suppose to be performing for a charity event... he got pissed off for something really ridiculous... he saw someone eating a chicken... and he got pissed off because the people working there didnt offer him any... like what the hell right... he claims that they expect him to perform for free and not offer him anything in return... ok... so first thing he did wrong was obviously getting pissed off for not getting food... dumb... another is actually saying that he is being asked to perform for free for charity... i mean come on... when you do something voluntarily, there is no need to tell the whole world about it... people will acknowledge it by themselves... it shows as if he is being forced to do this charity concert... what a bitch... some of you might already know who i am talking about... for those who dont, its the bitch who screwed Taylor Swift during the VMA's... Kanye West...

VU Night... LOLZ!!!

2009-10-01T15:40:00.003+08:00

in approximately 4 hours from now, at Sunway Resort and Hotel will be my course's prom night 2009... guess what i'll be wearing?? a ragged tshirt and home shorts... why?? cause i am not going... duh... lolz... this VU night just took me back to last year when i was involved in organizing Disted's Prom Night 2008... i still remember we wanted the theme of "A Royal Rendezvous"... catchy theme eh?? lolz.. we wanted all guys to be in coats and girls to be in long dresses... lolz... grand much?? but we were afraid people might mispronounce it so we changed it to "A Royal Affair"... we had it in Equitorial Hotel in Penang... i LOVE the organizing process... it was somewhat fun... lolz... call me weird but i like running around doing stuff like that.. lolz... the prom was a success... or i hope it was a success... lolz... everyone seemed to have enjoyed it... though the prom had led to several dramas and whatnots but you know.... its the past... put the past in the past... why bother looking there when all we are going towards is the future... lolz... nah... this VU Night has just got me thinking of prom last year... brings back good memories... and i hope this post do bring back memories of our prom to you too... cheers...

Sarcasm - It Beats Killing People

2009-09-30T15:12:00.002+08:00

doesnt Dr. Gregory House just define the word sarcasm... lolz... and it does beat killing people... LOLZ!!!! you dont go to jail for being sarcastic... if we do, i would be in jail now... lolz...

lolz... i saw this on Jin's display picture... sorry i stole the idea for my blog Jin... lolz... but i DO speak sarcasm as a second language... dont believe?? ask Jayden Koay Chia Loon... he gets full dosage of it everyday of his life... lolz... hahahahahhhaa...

PS. I love being sarcastic... lolz...

Yet Another Day in KL

2009-09-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

well... since i havent blogged about my life here for some time... so lets see... this week has been pretty much alryt... had an Econs test on Friday... hopefully i did ok... went to Zati's place on Saturday night together with Za and Widuri for her open house... watched Gossip Girl and just finished Heroes... honestly, i had doubts that the first episode of Heroes would be entertaining... i thought it would be all story etc... yet again i have been proven wrong by the producers... kudos to them... now i cant wait for the next episode out in 2 or 3 days time... hopefully my internet would be better then as my internet sucks SHIT now... well yea... thats basically it... assignments are pouring in but i am obviously doing nothing to ease the stress... guess i will do my ISB work now... cheers readers... take care and God bless...

Something to Think About

2009-09-24T01:20:00.002+08:00

Light thinks it travels faster than anything but its wrong,
no matter how fast light travels,
darkness has always got there first,
and is waiting for it.

Something to think about for the physicists eih...

Pondering Mind

2009-09-22T23:52:00.005+08:00

today was quite a fun day if i may say so myself... i drove home to KL with Tsu Yin and Ah Saix as my company... and you know... i remember someone telling me that if you do not keep in touch with your friends, talking to them would just be another of those awkward moments you have to bare with... but in our case, there is no such thing... we just talked our whole way through the journey... which just made the journey a little less longer... i am actually surprised to say that in that car, there were no awkward moments... it was all laughing and insanity throughout... i didnt even bother listening to my music which i always do... we just chatted from our lives now and we reminiscent to the days in SAM... yes... its ALWAYS about SAM... lolz... we tried to crack our brains but we didnt even know how we met... we just did... thats the beauty of it... lolz...

i dont know but the feeling of losing a close friend and knowing that you can only see her next year(talking about May here) is just painful... of course i miss the people in other parts of the world... Aussie and wherenot... but you guys are coming back... i know you guys are coming back soon... but people in the UK like May and Jua, we can only see them in June 2010... its... just not a happy feeling at all... mind you i almost shed a tear last night when i was at May's... hold it in though... =)... not good having a mind that ponders often... i feel i bore my readers... do i bore you?? lolz... well... till my mind ponders again...

Another Difficult Goodbye

2009-09-22T03:27:00.002+08:00

Another difficult goodbye for me and of course a lot of my friends... yes... May is leaving us... in officially ermm.... 4 hours and 25 more minutes before her flight to UK... she will be going to Keele University doing her actuary... honestly, from the bottom of my heart, i really want to send you off but i cant... lolz... i might just burst into tears in a very bad way... so May, i wish you all the best in whatever you are doing there, take care of yourself well and have a safe flight tomorrow... if there is anything, you can always MSN or Facebook us aite... see you soon May... God bless...

Back in Penang my friends

2009-09-19T23:12:00.003+08:00

yes... i know i said i would be stayng in KL for the Raya holidays... but circumstances change dont they?? my laptop suddenly died on me... so i HAVE to come back to get it done... no choice... assignments are coming up and my laptop is one of the sources of my entertainment in KL... so i decided to drive back early to avoid the jam... i slept for 2 hours, woke up at 4.30 and started my journey 10 minutes after that... the traffic was fine, or so i thought... after 30 minutes on the highway, the amount of cars on it is unbelievable... it was only like 5 something and cars were already on the road... worse of all, there was a massive jam in several places... which did not do me good... was tired and angry... grrr... so instead of the usual 3 and a half hours, i took 5 and a half hours to go back to Penang today... nonsense right... it was as if the whole Malaysia was on the highway and i am not joking... its too bad i didnt take a picture... tsk... will be going back on Tuesday with Ah Saix... weee... got friend to accompany me... hahahahaha... till then...

Kanye West is a BITCH!!!!!

2009-09-14T16:30:00.003+08:00

READ IT
and tell me...
Kanye West is a bitch!!!

Penang = Quiet

2009-09-13T02:51:00.002+08:00

well... i am back in Penang again... nope... this time is not for my sake nor is it my holidays... its to attend a farewell... May's farewell to be precise... she will be leaving on the 22nd this month... this extra info is for you people who dont know about it... first was the friends who is going to KL leaving... then friends going to Aussie... and now friends going to UK... i have said more "bye", "take care" and "keep in touch" this year then i've said "hellos" to new faces... its really sad... these are friends whom i am close to or got close to last year in the awesomest year of 2008... next year, i would have to say some goodbyes to my friends in KL too... some are going overseas to further their studies as well... sad eh... if you are wondering, this IS an emo post... hellos and goodbyes for me are difficult... as Maddy said... Penang will become less happening without our bunch of monkeys around... until end of the year and mid years... i know i know... my phrase on the blog says differently but hey... you cant blame me for feeling a little down... lolz... anyways... will turn in for the night... its already 3...

It Was About a Week Ago

2009-09-09T01:02:00.002+08:00

yup... i am not back in KL... didnt do much in Penang anyway... was slacking... honestly... slacking the whole way this sem... time to pick up the pace... yup... gonna catch up with my stuff soon... short update on Penang... played badminton with David, Darren and Chia Loon on wed... went out dinner with Lin Chong and David on Thursday and met up with Maddy later that night... went out again on Saturday with Lin Chong and Chia Loon... wanted to watch a movie but no movies available that suits us... so we ended up in Batu Ferringhi... nothing much actually... lolz... the usuals... so now back to KL... will be back again this weekend to attend May's farewell... check you all later then...

Nightmare...

2009-08-28T02:22:00.005+08:00

God... i was abruptly woken up from my nap by a horrible nightmare... so far... i think... this is the ONLY nightmare i had... i have no idea where it come out from... and worse of all most of my dreams do come through... and mind you i died... SHIT!!!!!!!! freaking out... it goes something like this..

me and fatty(chialoon) went for dinner... somewhere... i was driving as usual... and i was going to U-turn near my uni like i always do... when i turned, there were 2 Malay guys on both sides... i was like SHIT ade... so i tried to speed... but my gear was failing me... i wanted to go for D instead it was on N... out of no where, my window was smashed and guys with knives pointed at me and asking me to go out of the car... i obliged... at the same time, i heard police sirens... so i guess... GUESS... that they were criminals wanting to run away... somehow, when i was running, i tripped... cliche much... but i am just recalling... the other guy took out a gun... and shot me twice... i remembered i was like struggling... you know... shaking out of the pain and agony... that was when i woke up... SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

and something just came to me... where was Chia Loon? i bet that fatty forgot his friend and ran away... lolz... but can u imagine yourself in my shoes... dreaming that you would DIE!! its just freaking scary... lolz...

on the lighter side... i just found the pictures from my accounting presentation... went well as planned... i felt our group did well... fatty "accidentally" saw our marks... shall not brag about it here... pai seh ma... tsk tsk... lolz... will blog when i am back in Penang tomorrow... chow... nitez and God bless...

me and fatty... ignore my blur face... i was not aware my picture was taken...

i started off the presentation... with Za freaking out and Jayden looking gay...

Chia Loon TRYING to look pro... lolz... but failed terribly... comments?? lolz...

finally was Za... and look at Jayden staring... do it Za... we know your hands are eager to claw Jayden's face... lolz...

PS. on the other hand, i think i know why i had that nightmare... i was complaining about going rounds to find car park in uni... and that turning where i complained was where i died... eerie huh... lolz...

PPS. the presentation was done like 4 weeks ago... sorry for the late pictures...

Words...

2009-08-26T00:10:00.004+08:00

here i am again... wondering how to start this new post... i have what i want to say... just need a perfect start... bah... who cares... hahahahhaha... lets go back to what i want to say... WORDS... words are used to describe something which can be a feeling, expression etc... we use words everyday as a matter of fact... unless you are super anti social and refuse to speak... now thats a different story... now i can bet that everyone have heard this phrase before... choose your words carefully before you say it... think about it before saying something out loud... if its not from your parents, it HAS to be from friends, movies or dramas... correct am i not?? now... words... where was i again... oh ya... words used may mean different things to other people... everyone has their own way of interpretation... something that is said and interpreted in the wrong way will be equivalent to DRAMA... hahahahaha... but this post isnt about words used in the wrong way... no... it isnt... its about words used to enlighten or encourage someone... some words conveyed by friends or family can just make your day... cant they?? i had a friend from my last sem telling me that i was not as "prosperous" as i looked the first time she saw me in uni... or another friend saying i was the coolest friend he had ever met... i, personally, am really flattered and happy that my friends would be this open and honest to me about what they think... i feel really glad... after hearing these messages, i start to wonder why they say so... reasons for this is kept safe in my head... hahahaha... all i am trying to say is... something you say, can mean a lot to the receiver... so try to always say something nice about your friends... dont lie about it... say it when you really mean it... and i swear your friend will cherish you... not because of what you said... but what you said has made him/her realize that he/she has been a buddy to you... get what i mean... so start now... go put some nice words in my cbox... HAHAHAHAHHHA... just jk... till next time crapt starts coming into my head... chow... take care and God bless..

PS. this is NOT an emo post... i am NOT emo... due to the questions i have been asked for my last post, by my friends calling me emo, i am merely expressing what i need to say... i cant stand not talking about it so i blog... isnt that what a blog is for... ahhahahahaha...

PPS. after reading this post on my blog, suddenly i feel like i am a psychologist...

True Friends = Hard to Find

2009-08-21T02:06:00.005+08:00

agreed?? well... i dont mean anyone specifically... neither am i trying to choose a topic to pick on anyone... but well.. since i have resumed blogging, my mind started to wonder again... you know how i do.. lolz... well... friends might be true to you NOW... at the present time... you might not wonder about the questions floating in my head now... like the biggest question.. WHY are they nice to you?? why do they approach you?? are they trying to take advantage because of this and that?? have you ever wondered?? again i must stress that this is just some random stuff that came out of my head... no one in particular... hopefully no one gets offended ya... but seriously... lets skip to the part where we are all working... all of a sudden we are in big trouble... with debts and is jobless... do YOU think that your friends would lend a helping hand like offer you help, comfort you or even lend you some money?? if you think your friends will do all of the above, then good for you... but we still cannot be always counting on people can we?? we may lend money to our friends now, heck even spend them a meal at times... but we dont really feel the pain because the money we are currently using is our parents' money... even family members will turn a blind eye when you are in trouble... true much?? all i am trying to say is be careful because the reality of life isnt like in Fantasyland or dramas or movies because people do backstab for their own gain and ignore you when you need them most... personally, i believe i have found my true friends... i know they are awesome people... God has blessed me with really good and close friends... i know they are true because they are there with me through and through no matter what... and lets keep it that way till the end aite... cheers to all of you... random ramblings over... off to bed... see ya... God Bless...

Before and After...

2009-08-17T01:46:00.004+08:00

to my readers... so so sorry for not updating often... lolz... first my laptop was in repair... for like 2 weeks... and when i got back, there wasnt anything much happening... so i will sum up my weekly routine... lolz... Monday to Friday classes, badminton and gym every now and then... futsal on Thursdays... lolz... well... that is my week... boring huh... hahahahaa... well welcome to my life... but there are several days which were a bit special... will elaborate more according to the pictures below...

after gym, we had no place to go for dinner so we went to Kayu... yes there is Kayu in KL as well... damn expensive though... we ate the roti tisu... was my first time... not that bad... hahahaha... but i saw it, i was like... SHIT... how are we gonna finish it... hahahaha...

i think a few days after that we went to Sunway Pyramid for Sushi King... and a movie... watched GI Joe... which was awesome... pls go watch if u havent already... hahahhaa... the picture is for my sister... ahhahahaaha...

was back in Penang last week... when i went back to KL with Danny... i saw that... on the Penang Bridge... in broad daylight... like wtf... hahahahaha... insane much...

the picture above are for friends of the fatty above... if u dont already know him... he is Chia Loon... and if you are wondering.... this is how he looks when we wakes u everyday... lolz... kudos to Danny for the pics... hahahahahahaha...

Recent Happenings

2009-08-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

well... i just got back from a futsal game a few hours ago... so damn tired now... just a short update... apparently my laptop is ready but the bitch of some people... its ready but he didnt tell no one about it... dumb right?? lolz... going back to Penang tomolo... classes are as usual... surprisingly... friday is my favourite day although i have to drag myself out of bed at 8... havent done that since SAM... neeway... will update more when my laptop is back... catch you all later...

My Bad...

2009-07-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

it is my bad for not blogging for some time now... my laptop is under repair in Penang... so now i am in KL leeching laptops from Chia Loon and Danny everyday... short update... uni started... classes are... ok ler... nothing to brag about... last sem subjects are more fun... cause this sem, i did 3 out of the 4 subjects already when i was in SAM... so yea... nothing new to look forward to... currently sick... fever 2 days ago... was better today... cough and sore throat still though... hahahhaha... now i am just hoping for this sem to end soon... as i foresee a really really boring one... haih... and as i have made known to everyone... i am still thinking of what i am suppose to do after this sem.... as in which major... statistics, finance or law?? confused much... haih... help me anyone??

Bye Bye Penang...

2009-07-16T01:36:00.002+08:00

and now here... i bid farewell to Penang again... its been an awesome month... as expected, i did put on weight... what to do... who ask Penang food to be so delicious and cheap... lolz... i am going back to KL tomorrow afternoon around 12... a new sem is about to start... both anxiety and dread is filling up my body... anxiety of new subjects that i am going to learn and dread when i think of the assignments and food in KL... well... no one said it would be easy... therefore, i would like to say this to my friends who are going back to Aussie or are still studying... dont give up... persevere till the end... because the end result would be satisfying... i know... cause i have been there and done that... hahahahahahha... well... i guess its off to bed now people... keep in touch and take care to all my friends... and see you all very soon KL peeps... lolz... cheers...

Results.....

2009-07-13T01:39:00.002+08:00

ahhh... my results are out finally... not as good as anticipated but.... bah... settle for it ler... and for my friends who dont know, we can check our results on myvu... well... i am not gonna post my results... lolz... for me to know for you to find out... hahahaha... and good luck to my friends who are going to get their results... those in KL and also Aussie and everywhere around the world... take care people...

PS. laptop rosak... so now i leeching my sis and dad's laptops... lolz... going back to KL on Thurs...

OMG!!!!!!! GONNA MISS IT!!!!!!

2009-07-10T22:59:00.004+08:00

as said in my last post... i went to Redang and came back... awesome awesome place for you beach lovers... crystal clear blue water... soft luscious sand... nice community... ahhh... damn nice... enjoyed myself dere... here are some pics i took with my fon... will post the rest when i get the pics from Gene, Danny and Raymann...

Redang

2009-07-07T18:25:00.001+08:00

well.. i guess my title says it all... i will be heading to Redang tonight with Danny, Eugene, Raymann and Chia Loon... will be back on Friday... if there is anything, call or text me... will get back to u asap... and all of you... take care till then... will see you when i see you... see ya and God bless...

Recent Happenings

2009-07-03T01:19:00.002+08:00

not much has happened since i came back... the usuals... badminton... Gurney... Blue Reef... fetching siblings... lolz... so yea... last week i badminton-ed 3 times in a row... insane but fun... lolz... watched Drag Me to Hell last week and it was worth it... awesome awesome show... if u dont watch it, you are gay... lolz.... honestly... watch it.... i just got back from a fun day today... Blue Reef for lunch after fetching my sister.... badminton at 3... Gurney later for dinner and movie... watched IceAge 3 which is HI-LA-RI-OUS.... supper at Northern Beach... yea... good day good day... am looking for a watch now... Danny has sent me drooling over one he bought from Bangkok... well... thats all for now... cheers people...

PS. Going to Redang on the 7th... WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

PPS. to my Sunway friends, if u didnt know, Ms Greeja is now head of AUP... awesome much??

Late Post Much??

2009-06-28T02:08:00.002+08:00

well... suppose to post this up like 2 days ago... but pssh... lolz...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYLYN!!!!!!!!

hahahahha... though we didnt celebrate it during the actual date, we went out today... or should i say yesterday seeing that it is already 2.12am... went to Kim Gary for lunch with Gene... walked around and caught up a bit... lolz... we are still yet to take a picture of us together... weird... i have a picture with everybody but her... hhahahahha... all ur fault... who ask u to always ponteng our outings... lolz... well... i hope you had a great birthday and ACT YOUR AGE... lolz... meaning.... be nice... haahhahahahahaha... u know wat i mean... hahahha... pls la... if that happens ha, pigs will fly... hahhahhahaa... ok... i am talking to myself... shall stop here... lolz... see ya'll

She Who Must Not Be Named

2009-06-19T01:12:00.002+08:00

well... if you havent seen my MSN pm... I GOT CONNED!!!!!!! lolz... literally ler... hahahaa... these are actual events and true facts and messages... lolz... started like this...

Evil One - She Who Must Not Be Named
Innocent One - Me

Evil One - Penny! So so sorry. I dropped the mug you gave me. =(

Innocent One - Oh u mean the Disney mug? The one i brought back ALL the way from Hong Kong? The one that sat on the flight wif me? Haha. Making u guilty i am. Lolz. Its ok la.

Evil One - It dropped... but it DIDNT BREAK! Woohoo... Gotcha.

Innocent One - God... Pls blast this liar. Haha

next thing you know, she called me... but i didnt pick up... not on purpose... i was outside frying fish... Yes Za... i cook too... lolz... so when i checked my phone... i called back...

Evil - Hello...
Innocent - U called??
Evil - Yea...
Innocent - I hate you... you con woman...
Evil - Where are you?
Innocent - Home
Evil - Penang or KL?
Innocent - Penang
*Silence*
Innocent - OMG... You in KL?? Y didnt you tell me??
Evil - You ah... Cacat one eh..
Innocent - Y r u in KL??
Evil - I didnt say i was in KL..
Innocent - WHAT!??!?!?!
Evil - HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAHHA!!!!!!
Innocent - U conned ur friend... you are going to hell...
Evil - its not a sin..
Innocent - well..... it IS... lolz...
*chitty chatty a bit*
Evil - k ler... i gtg back to my assignments... see ya... i had FUN...
Innocent - i didnt...
Evil - Tell me that you didnt enjoyed that..
Innocent - *silence*
Evil - HAHAHAHAHAHA... SEE....
Innocent - Whatever... go do your assignments... will kacau you online later...
Evil - okok... i dont mind... lolz... Bye
Innocent - Bye

this goes to show that i trust my friends too much... tsk tsk... lolz... though i feel "conned", at least its something to blog and laugh about... lolz... happy now, miss she who must not be named?? hahahahhaha....

PS. Back in Penang people... lets hang out... lolz... see ya'll soon... cheers dudes and dudettes..

The End of My First Sem...

2009-06-15T16:52:00.004+08:00

well... as the clock strikes 12.15pm tomorrow, that would mean it would be the end of my first semester in university... much has changed and happened during the course of the semester and i have found great friends and experienced new things... most of them are nice and awesome memories... some... not that nice... hahahaha... but all and all i am happy to say i have stayed out of drama for the semester... lolz... being in KL is not as i thought it would be... initially, i thought i would only go home during the holidays... but i have been going home frequently during the weekends just for fun... lolz... and so i thought... what about the people who are overseas... seriously guys and girls... i salute you... you guys and girls are much more stronger than me if i may say so... lolz... as i said before, my last paper would be Business Law... Gene's "favorite" subject... lolz... i hope i would be able to do well in it... cause its kinda scary not doing law before and stuff... so yea... i will be going straight home after law... home as in Penang... and stay there for a month or so... lolz... cant wait to see all my brothers and sisters coming back from Aussie... till then... here is me checking out of KL until July... lolz... Penang, Here I Come... hahahha... cheers...

Current Obsession...

2009-06-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE GET FOR ME PLS PLS PLS PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam is here...

2009-06-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

well... the final judgment is here for most students... FINALS!!! yes i will be facing my finals tomorrow... the schedule is as below...

Tuesday: Management 9am
Friday: Business Statistics 1.30pm
Following Tuesday: Business Law 9am

i cant wait for it to end... OMG... i am currently cramming management inside my head... this is the only subject that i fear i might fail... cause my assignment results are like shit... blame the assclown lecturer... grrr... well... whats done is done... all i can do now is study hard and pray hard as well.. lolz.. no choice... i need some luck as well you know... currently talking to Zaza online about Management... so i better get back to my studying.. i will be back right after my Business Law... weeee... wait for me people... lolz...

PS. Ignore my cbox for now... lolz... insanity streaks... lolz...

Exam Blues...

2009-06-04T17:54:00.003+08:00

ahhh... i just got back to kl from Penang about 2 hours ago... i am on study break so i decided to go back to Penang... hahahhaa... to many, study break means studying during the course of the break... for me, i lenggang-ed through the study break basically... lolz... having being back in Penang, its quite difficult to study... friends, family, dogs, tv, ASTRO... lolz... so i shall tell you what i have been doing for the past few days...

Came back on Friday around 3 something... went out later to find Hugo to pass him some songs and catch up... Went to Kulim with my family on Sunday for some family stuff... hahahahaha... Went out with May, Maddy and Danny on Monday... we went for lunch at El Mondo which is nearby my place then we went to Gurney to chill out... met Jolene, Kwen and Ronald there... and yesterday, went to Blue Reef and later played badminton with them in PSC... quite a fruitful week dont you think?? lolz... well, now i am suffering a shoulder ache due to badminton... lolz... weak much?? hahahaha... well... thats all for now... when i come back on the 16th, i will be back without any burden and all my friends are coming back... lolz... i will definitely meet ALL of them...

PS. Someone's birthday is lucky enough to be on the 26th of June... everyone get to celebrate with her... lolz... so unfair... hahahahaa....

Paparazzi

2009-05-27T22:43:00.009+08:00

Paparazzi

1. Please entitle your post 'Paparazzi' or something of the like.
2. Follow the 'Pictures of ..... ' as closely as possible. Be creative. No photoshop-ing. If you cannot find a picture for one of the descriptions, scratch it off and replace it with something else.
3. Tag whoever you want to see look funny.

Picture of me looking up

Picture of May with her mouth open

Picture of Maylyn looking like a fish

Picture of me looking dead tired

Picture of me with cake on my face

Picture with all my friends acting lala

Pictures after LST turned gay and kissed me!!! lolz...

Picture of me saving a ball as keeper

Picture of my futsal team

Picture of me acting cool

Picture of maddy vomiting "oh chien"... lolz... hahahahaha... sorry maddy...

picture of Maylyn the spoon licker

picture that resembles Charlie's Angels... lolz...

picture of Eugene being... Eugene... lolz...

i tag Andy, Eugene, Chia Loon, May, Anna, Fei Cui, Hugo, Roger, Saix and JuLi

good good memories... i miss the drinking game... lolz...

Sweet Sweet Memories

2009-05-25T17:54:00.005+08:00

before i say anything, would like to say Happy Birthday to both Eugene and Andy... they turned 19 today and i hope they are having the time of their lives now... ironically, this is where i started to reminiscence about last year again... no birthday was a small one... started from Danny's to Andy and Eugene's and so on... this year seems so quiet... i dont know about them but to me it is quiet... it was all joy, laughter and pictures all the way... after i thought about this, i went for a short nap... to find a dream so wonderful that i really hope it would come true... some of mine do... lolz... seriously... it was in a big hall... i was standing somewhere watching from my view... then everyone just started to pop out... as in everyone from SAM 2008... it would be bias to type who i remembered i saw so i wont... then it was just laughter... its like in the back of my head... i can hear it... we started to do things we usually do in SAM... awww... sweet sweet memories.... so i have decided to SERIOUSLY have a reunion at the end of the year... if you guys want to ler... maddy is chairperson... she doesnt know about it... i just want her in charge... lolz... well... thats that... back to reality... exam is 2 weeks away... catch u all later...

Here's the American Idol 2009

2009-05-23T12:34:00.003+08:00

yup... Kris Allen beat Adam Lambert in the race to be the American Idol 2009... this is the only year i ACTUALLY watch American Idol from day 1... why?? cause the competition was tight this year... i would actually prefer Adam to win though... but congratulations Kris... Adam fans shouldnt be too sad, he already got a contract to tour with Gene Simmons and his band... who says you need to be an idol to be famous?? look at David Archuleta and Chris Daughtry... lolz...

SO SLEEPY!!!

2009-05-20T17:06:00.001+08:00

these few nights werent that good for me... couldnt sleep properly... because of poker... therefore i vow no more poker till end of the semester... most of the days zombie-ing around uni... almost fell sick yesterday but was better after a 4 hour nap... currently busy with my last assignment for the semester... PD report and presentation due tomolo... basically everything is done... just the presentation part... so into Adam Lambert's One and Kris Allen's Heartless now... a new American Idol is going to be crowned tomolo.... too bad i cant watch the live feed... lolz... unfair... dats all for now i guess...

I Came, I Saw, I Left

2009-05-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

lolz... as i mentioned in my previous post... i went back to Penang and was back to KL on Sunday... did my PD work till late... skipped my Stats tutorial but replaced it in a later class... not much happened today.. learning 1234 by Plain White Ts on the guitar now when i should be studying... lolz... nothing much... catch u all later...

Back to Penang Updates...

2009-05-17T02:54:00.002+08:00

i came back to Penang on Thursday... no one was home in KL and Chia Loon's parents were coming down during the weekends... so i dont wanna be the lamp post... thats the reason why i came back...
finally met my new dog... Rusty is the name... lolz... didnt do much... just got back from fishing with my family... went to Danny's place this evening to try to get my sister's laptop done... tks Danny... either then that... nothing much... i only have one more assignment to go and i am free from assignments for the rest of the semester... which is like a month... so studying time... lolz... check you all later...

Updates, not so much...

2009-05-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

sorry for not have been active blogging and onlining these few days... my internet at home is down... can you imagine how bored i am at home nowadays... Raymann and Chia Loon is going to fix it later... hopefully... while Danny is laughing at us all the way from Penang... **tch face... lolz... hahahahahhaa... not much happened during these days except that i bought a new phone... shall not brag about it here... went to lowyat like twice this week... classes, assignments... same o same o... might be going for futsal this friday if there is futsal... lolz... nothing much... just wanna let you all know my situation... well thats all for now...

an early Happy Birthday to Danny Khoo Kah Keat... just in case my internet isnt up yet... dont say i don love you... lolz...

PS. Don give up Gene... law is nothing... you can ace it... cheers bro...

Chow Bro...

2009-05-08T12:31:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to my brother who has left for Australia 3 days ago... late post i know... but better late than never right?? hahahahaha... Mr. Tzou En, i wish you all the best in Australia, take care and study hard yea... thanks for all the awesome memories and i know there is more to come... see ya tai lo... *salutations*

Wondering...

2009-05-05T23:26:00.002+08:00

i have been wondering a lot lately... dont know why... going insane?? stress from uni?? God i cant wait for my break... its a month away and i need that break... can honestly say i have been working hard throughout the semester... hopefully i would do well in my exams which is a month away and get high distinctions... surprisingly and ironically, the only subject i am confident in getting a high distinction now is Business Statistics... i remembered i was complaining about stats being deja vu for me as i was not that good in stats in SAM... i specifically whined more to Maylyn cause i know she was not a Math person as well... she too turned into Math mode and did well for her Math... lolz... but i am coping with stats well... lolz... i think its because of my lecturer, Mr Tee... he looks like an older version of my old friend Sim Foo Tong... just that Foo Tong is a devoted christian and Mr. Tee is a devoted buddhist... lolz...

dont know why but since the past few weeks, i have been praying before i sleep every night... weird coming from me, i know... but its happening... n i don know where it came from... just a sudden feel of saying thank you to God for everything that i have now... would pray for my family, friends, my awesome housemates, new friends, my 2 dogs at home... don know why and how it started... i just feel like saying thanks.. lolz... call me insane... hahahahaha... its not a bad thing is it?? lolz...

just got off the phone with my mom... suddenly feel homesick... yes i am admitting it now... hahahaha... just a wee bit... she is chasing me to get a new phone... hahahaha... will get it asap... planning to get a C905... no i am not changing because i am bored with mine... my current phone is giving me problems since day 1 i bought it... try living on phone memory for a year... you would die... lolz... did my manager interview with Sulaiman and Nawaf today.. its for my management project... had a great time... the manager was fun... we did on the Sun-U Residence manager... well... i better get back to work now... chow for now...

PS. Sorry for the dots... just realise it when i finish typing... habit ade la.. hahahahaha....

Last Night at 4-5am...

2009-05-03T17:27:00.009+08:00

yes... can you imagine 4 guys in a house. pls stop thinking of nonsense which we STRAIGHT people wont do. in exception to Chia Loon... hahahhahahahahaa... we were chilling in Raymann's room and just randomly took these pictures... hahahhahahaha....

HE WANTS TO KISS HIMSELF!!!

Desperate much??

looks wrong in a way doesnt it... hahahahaha...

LOOK!! the big head finally showed up... lolz...

super chipmunk raymann to the rescue... lolz...

ignore my gay face and look what i am pointing at... lolz..

so China boy eh...

all hail the God of tomorrow... hahahaha...

China boy AGAIN!!!

Super chipmunk looking evil... hahahaha...

one eyed blob...

Chia Loon is posing but not looking what is behind him.... jeng jeng jeng...

i obviously have a pig nose...

so yea... that was basically our entertainment for the night. plus some very vulgar music videos from youtube... hahahaha... if there is anything in the pictures you don understand or seem obscene, pls feel free to ask my on the cbox. comments and feedbacks are most welcome... hahahaahha...

PS. we are not responsible for any nose bleeds, unstoppable laughter and fainting when looking at the pictures...

G.A.P.

2009-05-02T00:10:00.004+08:00

as you can see, the new generation of G.A.P. is out. lolz... i am putting this in your mind so everytime you see G.A.P. you will think of this... hahahahahahahhahaahhaa... imagine Baby G.A.P. lolz... i am so destroying their image.

P.S. Pls leave a message when u finish reading this post on my cbox.. greatly appreciated... cheers...

29th and the 30th of April 2009

2009-04-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

29th of April, was a Wednesday, went like any other Wednesday. Classes started at 11.30. had 3 classes in a row. UNTIL.... after my business statistics practical, my sir asked me to go print my work do that he can check it although its not my class now. so, as i was on my way to the printing room, i checked my phone. i had 3 miss calls... 2 were from Kesh and 1 was from Maylyn??!! i was surprised... i mean REALLY SURPRISED. lolz... cause she never calls me. so i was like... "ok, maybe she needs to tell me something or something" lolz... here was the convo:

PC: Hello... You called me??
Maylyn: Guess where i am?

took a while shot and said KL.. cause obviously she wont call unless she is here.

PC: KL i presume... lolz... where are you?
Maylyn: Yea, i am in KL... i am at Sunway Pyramid in front of Harvey Norman...

Perplexed, i went a wee bit insane...

PC: OMG!!! when you leaving Sunway?
Maylyn: not so soon... come after your class alryt..

i called Danny and asked him to go as well. after my class, i picked Danny and we had Carl's Jr for lunch cause we both havent ate our lunches yet. it was my first time there and let me tell you... it is DE-LI-CIOUS!!! hahahahaa... texted Maylyn and she told us she was in Esprit. went to Esprit and saw her... BUT... Danny and me ignored her as she was saying "see i am so nice...... URGH" lolz... we went and said hi to her mum first which got her to become... well, Maylyn. hahahahaha... she was buying a wallet and TRIED to ignore us but to no avail... hahahahahaha... we chit chated a bit. got to know she was sick and was a symptom away from having the swine flu. Apparently, she is proud to say that she was a symptom away. hahahahaha... walked a while and Maylyn decided that she wanted to skate. Danny is joining her but he had to go bank in cheques for Raymann and draw money for himself first. after that, as we were meeting Maylyn, she cancelled the skating thingy and they left. as we were walking to the car, we somehow got into the topic of my blog which Danny said it was boring. i am like "nothing exciting happen to me what. you want me to say i raped someone izzit?"

got back home. slept for a while and tried to study. i couldnt sleep that night cause i had a scholarship interview the next day. was worrying and i slept for like 2 hours.

woke up the next day feeling so tired and half dead. i was thinking " how in the world am i going to go for an interview with my eyes half shut?" had business statistics in the morning. apparently i am not the only one who is tired. zaza came in looking dead as well. hahaha... i wore formal today for the interview. my friends are awesome people. they gave me support after they know about the interview. after PD, i was looking for the Star people. Chia Loon was in the registry so i decided to see him there. i asked the registry people where was the interview and got to know its at the Student Services Department. I am not going to go through the process of the interview but it did not go too well... well, its done and when i walked out of the room, i felt so light that it was over. got home to find that Danny, Raymann and Henry was going out so we just tagged along. had dinner in Kim Gary adn just walked around. camehome and sleep until now. thats all i guess... so later people... hope to see you people soon.

and to Saix - CALL ME WHEN YOU GET TO KL K!!!

PS: Chia Loon says G.A.P. is Gay and People as he was wearing a G.A.P. shirt today
I corrected him and said G.A.P. was Gay and Perverted. so keep that in mind people before buying G.A.P. products. you might just turn into Chia Loon... hahahaha... jkjk...

Breath of Relief

2009-04-28T01:44:00.002+08:00

a breath of relief is in the air of my room now. i finally finished my law assignment which took me a week and a half to complete. for the last few days, i slept for only 5 hours each day. slept at 5.30am on Saturday woke up at 10. Sunday was 4.30 and woke up at 9.30. haih... hopefully everything goes well. everyone is in my room just now. just chilling with the guitar and playing cards. well nothing much for now. till then.

PS. notice any difference in my typing style. i had a feedback from "someone" that says my blog had too much dots... lolz... so hopefully its better for you now. hahahhaa...

Not a very Productive Day...

2009-04-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

the title is not what you dirty minded people think it is... lolz... woke up at 9 this morning... woke up with my wound hurting... my legs are still tired... lolz... met up with zaza to do her stats practical work... after that we went to the foyer to go do our law assignment... apparently we didnt... lolz... went home after that and ate 2 pieces of bread... watched a movie... Danny woke up a little later... Chia Loon the usual, slept till noon... i went for a nap at around 3 something... was too tired... woke up at around 6... watched Red Cliff 2 with them till like 9 sumthin... around 10 went for dinner at Ridzuan... notice i only eat one meal for the day... dont know why but i think i am falling ill... not feeling well... Danny is already sick... flu... contagious... lolz... well... Roger is at my place now... he is outside with the rest watching 007... i have to finish my law... hopefully by tonight... then all will be well... lolz... gotta get to work... see ya...

Assignments and Futsal

2009-04-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

i woke up with mixed feelings today... i was going for futsal after like.... 2 months not playing... with a new bunch of people... so it was excited, nervous, etc... i was doing my law assignment since i woke up until i went for futsal... Chia Loon slept until 3.45pm and Danny was out doing his project... i think... lolz... so went to the futsal place... its called Platinum... from the outside, you would think it is a club or something... it has a bar up front and stuff... but at the back of it... futsal courts... like 10 of them i think... lolz... Azman called and told me we were playing at the court far back... so i parked my car at the back door... and met up with the rest of the gang... was a huge gang of 15... we splitted into 3 teams... first team to concide 2 goals is out and so it goes... we played for 2 hours... well not exactly but we were there for 2 hours... usually when i played back in Penang was for like an hour... after half an hour, everyone would be like dead... lolz... salute their stamina... lolz... i was able to play till the end... so not that bad la... lolz... i was fun... like really fun... lolz... feel so sleepy now... but i have law assignment to finish and Roger is coming over... i think... so... later...

Haih

2009-04-23T15:43:00.002+08:00

just got back from uni... was suppose to be back earlier except for the fact we had to pick up our PD Assignment drafts... the first group took a long time and that made me nervous... when we went in next, we didnt get a good feedback from Ms Greeja... said we should change our company if we were to score... we only got 4.3 over 10... sad eh... apparently Fly.FM wasnt a very good choice but we cant deny the fun and experience we had in Fly.FM... still wont trade it for anything... we now have to brainstorm for a different company... well... we learn to live and we live to learn... not a setback... hopefully my group mates take this blow well and work for the best in our major assignment and presentation... definitely have faith in them as they are awesome, easy going and hardworking people... so we shall see what happens... till then...

Untitled

2009-04-23T01:49:00.003+08:00

i was doing my Professional Development work for the night... didnt know why it took the whole night... regrets because i was suppose to continue my law assignment but pssh... i am procrastinating even now... OMG... this really has to stop... STOP ME!!! i think i am turning a wee bit insane... the pile of work and exams are lurking... nearer and nearer each day... its not like i never do my work... its because i do my work thats why i havent time for studying... God, can you pls slow time down but everything works normally?? lolz... told you i am turning insane... i am talking to my blog which i never do... if you noticed, i usually address my readers... ZAZA YOU INFLUENCED ME!!! lolz... there was a career fair in my uni today... and also tomorrow... nothing much... booths, people, brochures, sign ups, free gifts... cliche much?? but i started to wonder... i am taking my degree now... 3 years is going to come quickly... what is going to happen to me?? working where?? what position?? suddenly these questions started to blast through my mind... dont know why i worry myself when i already have so much to worry about... let the future unfolds by itself... God decide... easier said than done... other than the career fair, same o same o for me... last week Mr Tee was calling me smart boy... not to brag... this week he is calling me Chooi... lolz... its quite hilarious actually... hahahaha... no one calls me Chooi except my deceased Grandma and no one in the world has ever called me smart boy before... parents dont count... lolz... hahahahahhahahahaha... i realise i need to learn 2 things today... i need to learn to stop procrastinating and get my work done and out of the way to have time to study and also to learn how to sleep earlier... i slept at 4 something last night... dont know why... couldnt sleep... settled like 3... ahhahaa... recommends Third Eye Blind - Jumper to my friends who are stressed or just wants to listen to something pleasant... its quite an old song... you can hear it from the movie 'Yes Man'... its quite difficult to d/l now... so if you want the song, pls feel free to ask from me... oh ya... and for my christian friends out there... i recommend Chris Tomlin - I Will Rise and New Life Worship - My Saviour Lives... i am addicted to them... till then... later...

PS Twisties wasabi flavour is awesome... go try it.... limited only... i am random arent i??? hahahaha...

Busy me...

2009-04-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

haih... welcome back to KL means welcome back to work... assignments etc... Law major assignment is due next week... a professional development assessment the week after... management would be next 2 weeks and so is my professional development... and the week after that would be presentation... where got time to study la lidat... lolz... die d lo... fail lo... hahahhahaa... a bit out ade... just got back from gym and dinner and i am watching this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sO0_g0VdGgc&feature=channel_page
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1aIKAg0pnI&feature=related

lolz... have fun watching them cause its about gene... HI-LA-RI-OUS... hahahahhahaa... well Heroes calls so chow... lolz... yes i choose to watch a movie then start to ramble like some certain good friend of mine... LOLZ!!! sorry za... ahahahhahaa...

Current Events...

2009-04-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

was back in Penang for the weekends... did not bring a couple of important things when i came back here so i decided to tag along with Danny and Raymann back to Penang... funny thing is that none of us told anyone we were coming back... no, we didnt plan anything... we just found it out on the way back... my mom did a little scream when i got home... lolz... didnt do much during the weekends except went to Tambun for my dad's favourite crab rice with my cousins and family... came back to KL on Sunday... finished my Business Statistics tutorial work... guess thats all i think... the title shouldnt even be current events... lolz...

Phrases Galore

2009-04-16T00:12:00.002+08:00

you know some t-shirts nowadays have funny phrases?? do you actually think about them?? have you ever wondered where they come from?? some of these phrases actually really have meanings to them... funny ones of course... its actually derived from things which we dont take note of... things that are just in front of our eyes which we neglect and overlook... let me give you an example... i was walking to my uni cafeteria today when i saw a girl's t-shirt saying "Second place is the first LOSER"... have we actually thought about that before?? lolz... its true isnt it?? second place IS the first loser... hahahahahah.... i love that phrase... hahaha... just some random stuff since nothing happened to me today...

btw... yesterday was roger's birthday so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!

Nonsensical Crapt...

2009-04-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

even from the title i think you can imagine how bored i am... lolz... i am currently waiting for Heroes to finish downloading so i can delve into an episode filled with controversies which would hopefully answer all my questions.... i WAS watching a Hong Kong drama... The Greatness of a Hero... but my "beloved" laptop decided that i should be bored today... the D-Drive would not load the DVD for me... Chia Loon is outside sleeping after watching another drama which he watched till 5 last night... talk about insanity... and i thought i was the one who would be addicted to it... lolz... Danny is also in his room watching disk 1 of the same drama Chia Loon is watching... they are watching Sweetness in the Salt... haih... what to do... lolz... well... after coming back from Penang, my engine has yet to start... laziness is still sitting on my shoulder... lolz... i mysteriously have 2 guitars now... lolz... nah... not mysterious... one accoustic from Chia Loon and an electric from Nicole... my finger tips are in pain now... played yesterday after like what.... 3 years?? lolz... well... no pain no gain... lolz... more than weird coming from me is that i have been Facebook-ing a lot lately... dont know why... playing Castle Age now... not a bad game... specially recommend it to Hugo... Plurk is getting a wee bit boring... even my entertainer isnt online... yes its you Foo Maylyn... so feel like having an arguement now... lolz... hey... at least its something to do... lolz... still waiting to see whether i am going back to Penang on Thurs... how am i going to live tonight?? lolz... my housemates are so caught up with the drama... lolz... left me all alone... havent seen Raymann since i got back accept when i opened the door for him at 4am... was so blur... practically opened the door with my eyes shut... so if you want to rob me, dont break in... ring the doorbell... hahahahahha... boredness is getting to my head... obviously... will stop now before i annoy you... hahhaa... later...

Last Saturday

2009-04-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

last saturday was a fun one... went out with Tzou En and Kwen... where else could we go... Gurney... lolz... had lunch at Breeks which was nice... found a new place for a meal now... lolz... chatted and played pool... SUCKED like hell... me of course... went home after that... took a short nap and went for my cousin's sons birthday party... had fun interrogating my cousin there... watched football and MU had to be saved by a youngster again... pssh... went home after that and drove back to kl on sunday... guess thats it for now... lolz.. might be going back to penang again on thurs...

Back in Kl

2009-04-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

i am finally back in kl... long day... assignment to do... will update tomorrow..

Back to Work and Stress

2009-04-11T11:30:00.002+08:00

today is my last day in Penang... will be heading back to KL tomorrow... URGH!!!! dreading the work load waiting for me there... still if there is anything, you know i am around... just a call, msg or pm away... will miss you people... chow...

PS. COME DOWN TO KL AND FIND ME!!!!!!!!! LOLZ!!!!!!

New Layout and Updates

2009-04-08T21:30:00.005+08:00

first question is... hows my new layout? lolz... some of my friends say that they prefer my previous brown one but i couldn't find the link so i have to live with this one... hopefully it is pleasing to the eye... lolz...

short update... i went out with Bu-Ken yesterday... spent a bomb in Sakae Sushi... Damn it... lolz... watch Shinjuku Incident which i thought was kinda stupid... today i went hiking with Tzou En and Kwen... had an awesome time catching up... lolz... well thats for now... will update more soon... chow...

Blog Under Construction

2009-04-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Due to my sister, my blog is under construction... will update it asap... see ya...

GUESS WHO'S BACK!!!

2009-04-03T14:45:00.002+08:00

lolz... yes i am back in Penang... driving back was terrible... was raining the whole way... cant see the road... terrible terrible driving conditions... lolz... met a couple of situations... i almost met with an accident tks to a brain dead trailer... came to my lane without signal... have to thank danny for teaching me the gear shifting thingy or else i doubt i would be blogging here right now... thank God and tks danny... another was i have a huge puddle of water splashed on my windscreen which shocked the living hell out of Chia Loon and me... lolz... well... at least we got back safe...

PS. Chia Loon, if you are reading this, you left your books and pencil box in my car... i see a 50 dollar note in my car... weee.....

Some Random Stuff...

2009-03-31T23:17:00.002+08:00

well... as you people know... my mind ponders A LOT.... especially when i am lying down on my bed before i walk the Emerald Dream... lolz... so i was just reflecting just like how Professional Development wants us to do... so i was thinking about the topic in PD that day which is about women getting more dominant than men... i cant deny it because it is DEFINITELY happening... so i start to wonder why men are becoming so... lazy?? i don think so... the answer for the question for me is distractions... definitely distractions... since the invention of the Playstation, men started to get distracted... computers, ipod, mp3 players all contribute to this... i am not saying women do not endulge themselves into these habits BUT men are more caught up in games, sports etc... women go shopping, sit around with their girlfriends and just chat... guys actually delve into the games themselves... i use to be like that... when warcraft 3 was first introduced... as playing it day and night... getting to know the storyline etc... the target market for games are mainly guys... i am not saying that girls don get distracted.... that would be wrong... lolz...

PS. i dont know what i am saying half the time... lolz...

Foreigner Discrimination???

2009-03-27T17:29:00.007+08:00

Scenario - Chia Loon, Danny and me went to Burger King for lunch...

Problem - A fat black bastard came in through the door... knocking on Danny's chair when he wanted to open the door... ACTUALLY FUCKING WAITED FOR DANNY TO MOVE HIS CHAIR!! gave Danny "THE" stare... walk in and STILL staring at Danny... Danny mumbled a "word"

Conflict - Came over and start being "THE" bitchy lecturer and argued with Danny... out of no where, started to yell like a mongrel that he is... and he was not making any fucking sense... said why do Malaysians discriminate foreigners like this.. bla bla bla... threatened to bring his "squad" and tear down the place... argued and he eventually LOST!!! and just left with his take away...

Conclusion - Some foreigners are sons of bitches... NOT ALL!!! mind you i have awesome foreign friends... and just for the record... he is an adult... bet he is not educated... why?? cause he didnt say sorry for banging Danny's chair but EXPECT Danny to apologize to him... what kind of fucking nonsense is that??

just because you HAVE been discriminated by SOME Malaysians, doesnt mean everyone is like that... or are you just living in your own bubble thinking everyone in the world is the same... if you think Malaysians are discriminating foreigners, will you still be walking into Burger King?? wearing expensive clothes?? or even be in Malaysia for that matter... NO!!! cause if we do, you will be fucking begging for money by the roadside getting kicked in the gut from every passerby... you will be wearing torn clothes... heck we would just barred you from coming here if we are discriminators... if you think Malaysians are discriminating you, THEN GO BACK TO YOUR HOME COUNTRY!!! NO ONE IS STOPPING YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!

P.S. friends of mine, dont worry... its not about you as i have mentioned... so chill...

FlyFM

2009-03-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

today, my group members and i went to Fly.FM's headquarters to interview the network publicists there for our Professional Development project... it was at Sri Pentas.... Kavita was our host for the day... we met several Deejays there... Kavita took us on the tour to the studio and we got to know how things work in the studio... we met Honey Madu, Prem, Steve, Moe and a few more which i have forgotten the name... lolz... my bad... they were all really nice and welcoming... we even got on air... hahahhaa.... awesome huh.... hahahahahahaha... all and all a great day and experience... lolz...

SPEAKERS!!!

2009-03-22T17:06:00.002+08:00

lolz... i finally bought my speakers... Edifier M3300... recommended by Danny Khoo Kah Keat... its awesome... lolz... sound is clear... bass is good... more than i have hoped for... lolz... tks mom for letting me buy the speakers... tks danny for helping me... and also tks to Chia Loon and Raymann for teman-ing me to Lowyat Plaza yesterday... lolz...

Free of Assignments... for NOW!!!

2009-03-20T00:55:00.004+08:00

ahhh.... assignments done... Law and Management plan handed up... Business Statistics test done... i feel so free for now... as many have said this before me, no human is satisfied... let me enforce this based on what is happening to me now aite... when assignments and workloads are a burden to you, you will complain about the amount of work and how little time you have to complete your work... though complains, whinings and tantrums are thrown, we will get our things done no matter what... here is the funny part though... when you are done with everything, you MIGHT feel relieved for like a day or 2 until you feel that there is nothing else to do and you will feel a sense of emptiness... everyone on earth calls it BOREDOM... lolz... NOW... you whine that there is nothing to do... until assignments and reports are placed on your shoulder again... the cycle will repeat itself for ALL college and university students... i am generalizing by the way... cause i usually hear this... might not imply to you... but it implies to me... lolz... that is why i am bored now... and next week there is more work to come as i have to hand up my Professional Development draft in 2 weeks time... see how it goes?? lolz... therefore i conclude that HUMANS ARE NEVER SATISFIED!!!! hahahaha...

Why Facebook and no more Friendster????

2009-03-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

just a few years ago, we were all so hooked on friendster... competing on how many friends we have and how many comments we have... but now... friendster is like a dead society for us... why?? first and foremost, the front page is bloody malay... that has already destroyed our motivation to continue clicking to the next page... furthermore, the games and recent updates are really really useless... its no wonder facebook is coming up... facebook has a more pleasant outlook overall... though the constant updates are quite annoying, it has things to make you want to stay on... they improvise for the best and not the worse... ta daa.... now u know why... hahahhaa...

random post for a really really bored guy btw...

Busy Busy Week

2009-03-15T12:57:00.002+08:00

as the anonymous passerby said, my blog is dead... but i would like to think otherwise... lolz... well to tell you the truth, i was busy this pass week... had 2 assignment plans by next week and a test as well.... Management assignment plan on Monday, Law assignment plan on Wednesday and Statistics test on Thursday... yea... so its kinda rush for me... well... lets blog about something awesome... LIVERPOOL WON!!!! i took the time to watch the match last night with Henry and Chia Loon... Henry and me were on Liverpool's side but Chia Loon beg to differ... we watched at a nearby mamak stall... so the match started... as far as i saw it, Liverpool wasnt playing very well and before you know it Ronaldo got a penalty and scored it... Chia Loon got big headed until Torres scored an awesome equaliser for Liverpool... hopes were revived and it was revived further when Gerard scored another penalty... lolz... WOOHOO!!!!!! i was msg-ing Gene to keep him updated... Chia Loon was lost for words when Vidic got a red card and i was like HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! Aurelio scored another nice one from a free kick and Dossena loops one over Van Der Sar... all and all an awesome game... so worth it... 4-1 to Liverpool... lolz... and i got to know Arsenal beat Blackburn 4-0 too... lolz... good week... hahahahaaha....