yes... i know i said i would be stayng in KL for the Raya holidays... but circumstances change dont they?? my laptop suddenly died on me... so i HAVE to come back to get it done... no choice... assignments are coming up and my laptop is one of the sources of my entertainment in KL... so i decided to drive back early to avoid the jam... i slept for 2 hours, woke up at 4.30 and started my journey 10 minutes after that... the traffic was fine, or so i thought... after 30 minutes on the highway, the amount of cars on it is unbelievable... it was only like 5 something and cars were already on the road... worse of all, there was a massive jam in several places... which did not do me good... was tired and angry... grrr... so instead of the usual 3 and a half hours, i took 5 and a half hours to go back to Penang today... nonsense right... it was as if the whole Malaysia was on the highway and i am not joking... its too bad i didnt take a picture... tsk... will be going back on Tuesday with Ah Saix... weee... got friend to accompany me... hahahahaha... till then...

well... i am back in Penang again... nope... this time is not for my sake nor is it my holidays... its to attend a farewell... May's farewell to be precise... she will be leaving on the 22nd this month... this extra info is for you people who dont know about it... first was the friends who is going to KL leaving... then friends going to Aussie... and now friends going to UK... i have said more "bye", "take care" and "keep in touch" this year then i've said "hellos" to new faces... its really sad... these are friends whom i am close to or got close to last year in the awesomest year of 2008... next year, i would have to say some goodbyes to my friends in KL too... some are going overseas to further their studies as well... sad eh... if you are wondering, this IS an emo post... hellos and goodbyes for me are difficult... as Maddy said... Penang will become less happening without our bunch of monkeys around... until end of the year and mid years... i know i know... my phrase on the blog says differently but hey... you cant blame me for feeling a little down... lolz... anyways... will turn in for the night... its already 3...

yup... i am not back in KL... didnt do much in Penang anyway... was slacking... honestly... slacking the whole way this sem... time to pick up the pace... yup... gonna catch up with my stuff soon... short update on Penang... played badminton with David, Darren and Chia Loon on wed... went out dinner with Lin Chong and David on Thursday and met up with Maddy later that night... went out again on Saturday with Lin Chong and Chia Loon... wanted to watch a movie but no movies available that suits us... so we ended up in Batu Ferringhi... nothing much actually... lolz... the usuals... so now back to KL... will be back again this weekend to attend May's farewell... check you all later then...

God... i was abruptly woken up from my nap by a horrible nightmare... so far... i think... this is the ONLY nightmare i had... i have no idea where it come out from... and worse of all most of my dreams do come through... and mind you i died... SHIT!!!!!!!! freaking out... it goes something like this..

me and fatty(chialoon) went for dinner... somewhere... i was driving as usual... and i was going to U-turn near my uni like i always do... when i turned, there were 2 Malay guys on both sides... i was like SHIT ade... so i tried to speed... but my gear was failing me... i wanted to go for D instead it was on N... out of no where, my window was smashed and guys with knives pointed at me and asking me to go out of the car... i obliged... at the same time, i heard police sirens... so i guess... GUESS... that they were criminals wanting to run away... somehow, when i was running, i tripped... cliche much... but i am just recalling... the other guy took out a gun... and shot me twice... i remembered i was like struggling... you know... shaking out of the pain and agony... that was when i woke up... SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

and something just came to me... where was Chia Loon? i bet that fatty forgot his friend and ran away... lolz... but can u imagine yourself in my shoes... dreaming that you would DIE!! its just freaking scary... lolz...

on the lighter side... i just found the pictures from my accounting presentation... went well as planned... i felt our group did well... fatty "accidentally" saw our marks... shall not brag about it here... pai seh ma... tsk tsk... lolz... will blog when i am back in Penang tomorrow... chow... nitez and God bless...

here i am again... wondering how to start this new post... i have what i want to say... just need a perfect start... bah... who cares... hahahahhaha... lets go back to what i want to say... WORDS... words are used to describe something which can be a feeling, expression etc... we use words everyday as a matter of fact... unless you are super anti social and refuse to speak... now thats a different story... now i can bet that everyone have heard this phrase before... choose your words carefully before you say it... think about it before saying something out loud... if its not from your parents, it HAS to be from friends, movies or dramas... correct am i not?? now... words... where was i again... oh ya... words used may mean different things to other people... everyone has their own way of interpretation... something that is said and interpreted in the wrong way will be equivalent to DRAMA... hahahahaha... but this post isnt about words used in the wrong way... no... it isnt... its about words used to enlighten or encourage someone... some words conveyed by friends or family can just make your day... cant they?? i had a friend from my last sem telling me that i was not as "prosperous" as i looked the first time she saw me in uni... or another friend saying i was the coolest friend he had ever met... i, personally, am really flattered and happy that my friends would be this open and honest to me about what they think... i feel really glad... after hearing these messages, i start to wonder why they say so... reasons for this is kept safe in my head... hahahaha... all i am trying to say is... something you say, can mean a lot to the receiver... so try to always say something nice about your friends... dont lie about it... say it when you really mean it... and i swear your friend will cherish you... not because of what you said... but what you said has made him/her realize that he/she has been a buddy to you... get what i mean... so start now... go put some nice words in my cbox... HAHAHAHAHHHA... just jk... till next time crapt starts coming into my head... chow... take care and God bless..

PS. this is NOT an emo post... i am NOT emo... due to the questions i have been asked for my last post, by my friends calling me emo, i am merely expressing what i need to say... i cant stand not talking about it so i blog... isnt that what a blog is for... ahhahahahaha...

PPS. after reading this post on my blog, suddenly i feel like i am a psychologist...

agreed?? well... i dont mean anyone specifically... neither am i trying to choose a topic to pick on anyone... but well.. since i have resumed blogging, my mind started to wonder again... you know how i do.. lolz... well... friends might be true to you NOW... at the present time... you might not wonder about the questions floating in my head now... like the biggest question.. WHY are they nice to you?? why do they approach you?? are they trying to take advantage because of this and that?? have you ever wondered?? again i must stress that this is just some random stuff that came out of my head... no one in particular... hopefully no one gets offended ya... but seriously... lets skip to the part where we are all working... all of a sudden we are in big trouble... with debts and is jobless... do YOU think that your friends would lend a helping hand like offer you help, comfort you or even lend you some money?? if you think your friends will do all of the above, then good for you... but we still cannot be always counting on people can we?? we may lend money to our friends now, heck even spend them a meal at times... but we dont really feel the pain because the money we are currently using is our parents' money... even family members will turn a blind eye when you are in trouble... true much?? all i am trying to say is be careful because the reality of life isnt like in Fantasyland or dramas or movies because people do backstab for their own gain and ignore you when you need them most... personally, i believe i have found my true friends... i know they are awesome people... God has blessed me with really good and close friends... i know they are true because they are there with me through and through no matter what... and lets keep it that way till the end aite... cheers to all of you... random ramblings over... off to bed... see ya... God Bless...