feeling terrible...
past few days ago.... i did something which i deeply regretted until now.... i lied.... not going to mention any names and about what... but the affected ones would know.... again... i shall apologize to the people i hurt particularly andy and may.... thank the lord they are being really really forgiving... but still... there is still a thorn in my conscience.... a bad bad feeling that i should not have done that... well... what done is done.... i did whatever i could to save the situation.... last days was roger's birthday party and i was invited... it was in paradise hotel near my place... was looking forward to it for a long time now.... we went early... spent some time at the beach.... doing nothing actually...
Spending time at the beach
Chilling at the beach with some cold drinks...
nice sky...
us together with the beautiful sky....
came up for some food only to find a lot of roger's friends... all unknown to us... we were all gathered in the room.... its not impossible to mix with them but they were all couples... we cant just stand there and become lampposts can we??? so we left much much earlier then expected... i could see roger was not very happy as the whole SAM group just left... but i hope he understands that its kind of difficult to mix with people we don't know and all are couples.... i think and feel he is angry at us now... but we really felt left out during the party.... so we left for may's house... it was only andy, may, aaron, danny, florence, kaminee, eugene, madeline and me.... we gambled as usual... hahahhaa.... danny won almost everything.... left for Subaidah for late supper...
danny with all the money he'd won...
eugene and andy talking about the paralympics....
andy with his imaginary medal...
paralympics blues....
shaking hands before battling each other.... lolz...
came back and went to may's room to settle down... which is impossible as we all started to talk... hahaha... ghost stories were told... eugene's ears were plugged in with his fingers the whole time as he was afraid.... hahaha... we talked till about 4.30 before everyone settled down... hahaha... insulted madeline a little first... hahaha....
woke up at 8 something... saw everyone still asleep... stayed up until 9 something before i slept until 10 something again... by then... eugene was awake already... we read a couple of magazines then danny joined us... eugene went back to sleep... danny woke up with a flu... haahhaa... WEAK.... jkjk.... by 12 something everyone was awake except madeline who woke up at 1.30... we played cards for lunches with eugene... hahahahahaha... andy, madeline, danny and me won lunches from him.... went to mcd for lunch and went back home....
guess who is under dere???
that night andy called me for a picnic but i couldn't go.... hope they had fun though... did practically nothing today... spent most of the day watching prison break... hahahaha... had to go to school to print something for Ms. Jenny.... came home and slept... woke up for dinner and did nothing else... the 'evil' feeling is still here... its indescribable... its..... URGH!!!!!!!!! just needed to do that.... well... we shall see what tomorrow is installed for me...
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Spending time at the beach
Chilling at the beach with some cold drinks...
nice sky...
us together with the beautiful sky....came up for some food only to find a lot of roger's friends... all unknown to us... we were all gathered in the room.... its not impossible to mix with them but they were all couples... we cant just stand there and become lampposts can we??? so we left much much earlier then expected... i could see roger was not very happy as the whole SAM group just left... but i hope he understands that its kind of difficult to mix with people we don't know and all are couples.... i think and feel he is angry at us now... but we really felt left out during the party.... so we left for may's house... it was only andy, may, aaron, danny, florence, kaminee, eugene, madeline and me.... we gambled as usual... hahahhaa.... danny won almost everything.... left for Subaidah for late supper...
danny with all the money he'd won...
eugene and andy talking about the paralympics....
andy with his imaginary medal...
paralympics blues....
shaking hands before battling each other.... lolz...came back and went to may's room to settle down... which is impossible as we all started to talk... hahaha... ghost stories were told... eugene's ears were plugged in with his fingers the whole time as he was afraid.... hahaha... we talked till about 4.30 before everyone settled down... hahaha... insulted madeline a little first... hahaha....
woke up at 8 something... saw everyone still asleep... stayed up until 9 something before i slept until 10 something again... by then... eugene was awake already... we read a couple of magazines then danny joined us... eugene went back to sleep... danny woke up with a flu... haahhaa... WEAK.... jkjk.... by 12 something everyone was awake except madeline who woke up at 1.30... we played cards for lunches with eugene... hahahahahaha... andy, madeline, danny and me won lunches from him.... went to mcd for lunch and went back home....
guess who is under dere???that night andy called me for a picnic but i couldn't go.... hope they had fun though... did practically nothing today... spent most of the day watching prison break... hahahaha... had to go to school to print something for Ms. Jenny.... came home and slept... woke up for dinner and did nothing else... the 'evil' feeling is still here... its indescribable... its..... URGH!!!!!!!!! just needed to do that.... well... we shall see what tomorrow is installed for me...
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