today was quite a fun day if i may say so myself... i drove home to KL with Tsu Yin and Ah Saix as my company... and you know... i remember someone telling me that if you do not keep in touch with your friends, talking to them would just be another of those awkward moments you have to bare with... but in our case, there is no such thing... we just talked our whole way through the journey... which just made the journey a little less longer... i am actually surprised to say that in that car, there were no awkward moments... it was all laughing and insanity throughout... i didnt even bother listening to my music which i always do... we just chatted from our lives now and we reminiscent to the days in SAM... yes... its ALWAYS about SAM... lolz... we tried to crack our brains but we didnt even know how we met... we just did... thats the beauty of it... lolz...

i dont know but the feeling of losing a close friend and knowing that you can only see her next year(talking about May here) is just painful... of course i miss the people in other parts of the world... Aussie and wherenot... but you guys are coming back... i know you guys are coming back soon... but people in the UK like May and Jua, we can only see them in June 2010... its... just not a happy feeling at all... mind you i almost shed a tear last night when i was at May's... hold it in though... =)... not good having a mind that ponders often... i feel i bore my readers... do i bore you?? lolz... well... till my mind ponders again...