single digit to double digits now... awesome eih... signifies we are all mature people now... do you realise it has been a decade since the new millenium?? do you guys and girls even realise that we are living in the year that begins with a 2?? but who cares now right?? do you all still remember how proud we were or how big the celebrations were when we were welcoming the year 2000?? everything sold, gifts and whatnots, reads 2000... but ask anybody on the streets now and see whether they care... lolz...

wow... it has been a year already... honestly it seems only yesterday i was typing out my New Year's resolutions... this year, 2009, has been much of a change to me... i am not copying you Za... lolz... but its true... change has fallen upon me... starting with the decision to leave Penang, my home, to further my studies in KL... it was different... it was insightful... it was eye opening... for the first time in my life, i had to look out for myself... staying alone without family... dealing with things i dont usually deal with... bills and whatnots... getting thrown to a place i have no familiarization with... isolated...

thrown into a uni where i know NO one at all... it was scary and horrifying... i can swear i was afraid... afraid i would be outcasted... not being able to fit in... but thank God that wasnt the case... the first sem was quite lonely for me... first few weeks of uni was terrifying... there were 250 students in a lecture theater... i would be the one sitting in the corner... emo-ing if i may say... lolz... then i got to know a few people which have now become my close friends in uni... you know who you are... lolz... second sem was more fun for me... it was more playing and futsal... and yumcha sessions... more laughter... more snarls... moer insanity... you get the picture... and it finally felt heartwarming... heck, i even miss my uni and my friends now... and i actually miss KL... lolz...

besides that, i had to see all my friends leave overseas or outstation for their studies... it wasnt nice to say goodbye... some flew to Aussie, some UK... but i HAVE kept in touch with most of them... of course it is different than talking to them face to face... but we would have to make the best of the internet...

through these changes, i found myself to be more responsible with myself... i know more, i discovered more... and i took note that i complain less when being asked to do something... also, i have learnt that some friends are keepers and some are just not... its sad to see how ones' friends turn out to be different from when they make their first impressions... some just wants to take advantage... well, honestly, i dont care... God is always watching my friends... and people who are good will be blessed...

2009 has its good and bad moments... which year isnt like that??? who in the world has a perfect year?? lolz... but to me, 2009 was a year where much experience is gained... i hope 2010 would also be the same... so i bid you all a very Happy New Year,,, take care... until i see you all... cheers...