this post has been in my mind for like 3 to 4 months ade... but i havent the inspiration to type it out... and i know the inspirator of this post would be glad i FINALLY post this out... lolz...

for all these years, being the eldest among my siblings, i felt that i was the unluckiest one of all... you know, everything oso i will kena and that sort of crapt... and i always wished to be the smallest one... then on one fine day, in Manhattan Fish Market, i was talking to J... he was the youngest among his siblings... so we shared thoughts... our thinkings differ in this matter... he said being eldest is better... and i was wondering why... cause i know Eugene is the same as me... we get bullied like crapt by our younger siblings... so i asked why... the naswer is simple, straight to the point and stunned me... you can learn things from being the eldest than being the youngest... Gene its time to take note... lolz... we have a better sense of responsiblity with our siblings... that one reason is good enough... lolz... so Gene dont fret k... hahahahahahahahaha...

PS i swear there were many other reasons but i forgot.. lolz...