we all have to go through it... pain and suffering... its just the way of life... but i always take the optimistic side of things whenever i am faced with this problem... i take it as a lesson we have to learn the hard way... no matter how bad we feel, we still have to persevere and endure... not only for yourself, but for your friends and family who care deeply for you... no one has to go through things alone... if u r, find a shoulder u can depend on NOW... or u will feel miserable...

i am saying this because i have a fair share of suffering myself... not to the extend of burning or anything but yea... i have... my family was and is still suffering on the inside... doesnt mean what u dont see does not exist... i may be usually, if not always, witty and insane and laughing but what is going on in my head, u might not know... only a selected few knows what i am going through and i am glad i could share it with them... because if i dont have them, i will literally explode... but through all the problems i have to face with my family for the past 12 years, i believe, has made me a better person today... i cannot believe i am saying this but if i actually went back in time, i WOULD take all the suffering... because i know if i did not go through what i did, i would be a selfish bitch you guys and girls would ignore... trust me, i know...

you may ask me, why do we have to go through this?? this insufferable feeling that does not go away... the pain of a love one leaving you, a breakup etc... if i could answer you that question, i would... but well, life isnt always a bed of roses... there are ups and downs... and i know it is always the climbing back up which is the toughest... but think about it... wouldnt it be worth it to be standing on the peak, peering down at the beautiful scenery from the top?? thats why i say FIGHT... fight, endure and WIN.. because when the feeling of pain and suffering goes away, a better version of yourself is formed... and you would be the one helping others from the very same thing u survived from...

i believe time heals everything... the question is, how long?? we might never know... we watch dramas and movies... they always say the same damn thing... little by little, day by day, the pain would go away... cheesy?? yes... but true... so come now brothers and sisters of mine, lets kick pain and suffering in the ass and continue living happily as God intended for us to be... because it is the good memories that count, no??